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Cannot Resist Him
"Hey booger head, it's your little brother, Jacob!" Jacob yelled
the next morning and I covered my head up and groaned. I hate how
he calls me by the name he called me when we was growing up. I
just hate and love my annoying nineteen year old brother! "I
heard about your little date last night and how he is picking you
up tonight. What is his name?"
"None of your business, now leave!" I mumbled and he laughed and
sat on my bed.
"Come on, tell me!" He pushed my leg and I sat up finally, with
my messed up hair.
"His name is TJ Morris, we work together at the nursing home, we
went to the club last night and yes we are going to his place…NOW
LEAVE!" I said and lay back down. Jacob just laughed and he left
the room. Right after he left, my phone rings. Great, this
morning is just getting better and better! I looked at the number
and my heart races. It's TJ! "Um, hello?" I grumbled and tried to
get my bearings straight.
"Good morning, beautiful; I am at the supermarket now, getting
things for our dinner. Do you like marinated steak and baked
potatoes?" He asked and I smiled. Just hearing his voice makes me
feel so good. I remember his kiss from last night, my lips start
"Y-yes, I do! Need me to bring anything?" I asked and I can hear
"A bottle of wine? I am a fan of a good white wine."
"I think we got some in the wine cellar, my parents drink wine on
"Well great, well I will see you later. I cannot wait to see you,
I hope I can impress you tonight, babe."
"S-see you later!" When we got off the phone I covered my face.
He makes me feel like a bumbling idiot! I cannot talk around him.
Someone knocked on the door and it's my mom. "Hey mom," I said
and she closed the door behind her.
"Jenn, are you seriously going to this man's house tonight? You
barely know him!" She said and I sighed.
"Yes mom, I like him and I want to actually be near a man for
"Honey, I just don't want you to make the same mistake I made
twenty-three years ago, before I met your father."
"What mistake, does it involve this Darin dude?" Her eyes grew
big and her face went white as a sheet. She shook her head and
told me that breakfast is done. She left the room and I got more
confused. I really need to get information about this Darin dude.
What did he do to my mother?
"Can I take this Cabernet with me?" I said around four-fifty. I
went to the wine cellar and tried to find a good white wine. My
dad joined me as he picked the wine for his quiet dinner with
"Yeah sure, what is he making for dinner?" Daddy said and I wiped
the dust from the bottle.
"Marinated steaks and baked potatoes. Daddy, I know you are very
uncomfortable with me going to a man's house, but its time for me
to explore, have fun. I am twenty-two and I never been on an
actual date with a man until last night! God, you didn't let me
wear make-up till I was sixteen!"
"I know baby girl, but your mom went though a hellish month with
her ex-boyfriend a long time ago and I just don't want that to
happen to you." I sat the wine down on the table and wrapped my
arms around my dad and hugged him tight. I love him so much, even
with his over-protectiveness.
"I love you, Daddy, I'll be fine!" I said and he nodded. The door
bell rang and my heart raced. "He's here!" Dad smiled at me and
dusted the dust from my white cocktail dress and he smiled.
"You look so beautiful, just like your mother," He said and I
smiled and we went upstairs and TJ is standing there, smiling
straight at me. He looks so rugged in his uncanny hairstyle, his
grey eyes looking straight at me and he is wearing a nice dark
polo shirt and some dress slacks. His eyes left mine and went to
"Hello Mr. Harris, I'm TJ, your daughters date," TJ said and held
his hand out and Dad took it.
"Hello TJ, please call me Carter. This is my wife, Summer…" Dad
held his hand out to my mother and she smiled. Jacob came out
messing with his phone and Dad pulled him in and smiled. "This is
my overbearing ass of a son, Jacob!" We all laughed, but Jacob.
He had his headphones in, oblivious to the world. He let him go
THEN Jacob looked up.
"Oh, you're booger face's date!" Jacob said and I smacked the
back of his head.
"JENNIFER MARIE, JACOB TAYLOR!" Mom yelled and we both bowed our
heads down, just like we did as kids getting in trouble, but we
are twenty-two and nineteen years old. "Jacob, quit calling your
sister that name. Plus, TJ is here and he doesn't want to hear
you two bicker!" Mom said and Jacob mumbled sorry to me and shook
TJ's hand and left.
"So, when are you two be coming back?" Daddy asked and I sighed.
"Probably around midnight sir, I got things for us planned," TJ
said and he looked down at me and I blushed.
"Well, you two just be careful. What do you have planned?"
"Dinner and a movie and probably a little walk." And probably
make-out time! I want his lips on mine right now!
"Well, you two have fun!" Mom said and my parents hugged me one
last time and we finally left. When we got to his far, which is a
Black Ford Mustang, I grunted and sank to the seat.
"I am SOOOOO sorry about my overprotective parents! They are
treating me like a teenager!" I said and he laughed.
"It's fine baby, they are just worried about you."
"It's something to do with my mom's ex twenty-three years ago, he
done something to her that made them scared for me."
"They will tell you whenever they are ready. My mom didn't tell
me about her little love triangle until I was twenty-five!" He
turned on the car and began to drive down the street. Love
triangle? You only hear that in the movies and read it in those
ooey gooey romance novels.
"Apparently, my father was a real ass to my mom at first. He was
one of those men that only wanted her for one thing, to get some
pussy. His brother, my uncle Ellis, loved her with a passion and
she did as well. My dad seduced her and well, she fell in love
with him and dad loved her too. When Ellis found out, they fought
and my dad ran off. They chased each other off a cliff and both
died." I am in total shock. Wow, that really happened! A real
"I'm sorry to hear that, since you never met your father or
uncle," I said and he shrugged his shoulders.
"Don't feel sorry for me, my mom needs the pity. She married two
times already, she gave up on love after her failed second
marriage when I was twenty. She looked for a father figure for
"But she never found one. I was raised by a perfectly good woman,
no man is needed in my life." I just nodded and he made a few
turns on the highway and we finally made it to a medium size loft
and there is one more car here and he cursed under his breath.
"Tucker is suppose to leave, I told him about our date at our
place," TJ said and a man, probably a little older than TJ, came
out and he is sort of cute. He is not down right sexy like TJ,
but he is pretty cute. He had light brown hair, hazel eyes and
slightly shorter than TJ, and has less build than TJ.
"Tucker and I met when I first moved down to Miami about three
years ago. He works at a car factory here full time, he is off
this weekend as well," TJ said and Tucker came up and he smiled
"Hey there T, is this Jennifer?" Tucker said and he has a VERY
strong southern accent.
"Yes, this is Jennifer," TJ said and I just waved at him.
"Well, I'm going to hit the bar with some buddies of mine,
hopefully get hooked up with a gal, see you later dude!" They did
some fist pump and Tucker got in his big Dodge truck and he
finally left. TJ got out of the car then went to my side and
opened my door. He let me walk in front of him and I heard a
groan. I turned around and he is smiling at me.
"Did I tell you that you look totally delectable in that dress?"
He said and I blushed and ran my hands down the fabric.
"Thank you, I haven't wore it since my high school graduation,
its old," I said and he walked to me and his hands went around my
waist and he pulled me closer to him. I can smell his cologne,
it's intoxicating me. I can feel this overwhelming desire for
him. He rubbed his lips across mine and then his tongue went into
my mouth. Oh God, I love the taste of him. I ran my hands up and
down his shirt and he groaned and kissed deeper. "Jenn, if we
don't quit, we won't make it to the house and I can make that
meal for you," He said and I nodded my head and we walked hand
and hand to his loft.
The first thing I smelled is pure masculine smell. I can smell
TJ's cologne in the air and the smell of garlic and onions. TJ
told me to sit down on the couch and kissed my cheek as he ran
inside the kitchen and I seen two wine glasses on the table. I
poured us some of the wine and I can smell the food. My stomach
began to growl as he sat the food down and I can smell the butter
and the potatoes… "Told you I can cook," TJ said and I laughed. I
took the bite of the T-Bone steak and it about melted in my mouth
it's so good!
"Who taught you to cook?" I asked and he shrugged his shoulder,
it's obvious…his mother.
"Actually, it's the mix of my mom and I attended cooking classes
in high school to waste time. I played football in the fall, and
cooked in the winter and spring," He said and I smiled. We
finished eating and drinking our wine, I poured us another glass
and we both done the dishes. He took me to the living room where
his entertainment center is at. He picked out a movie for us to
watch, which is the new "Red Dawn" with Chris Hemsworth. Half way
during the movie, TJ began to get a little closer to me. Out of
pure instinct, I put my head against his shoulder and he ran his
fingers up and down my arm. I looked up at him and my hazel eyes
attached to his grey's and we both felt something. I felt this
charge run though my body and we both dived to each other. His
tongue attacked mine and my hands ran though his thick hair and
pulled him closer to me. He lifted us off the couch and with lips
still attached, he took us to his bedroom. When he closed the
door behind us, I let go and stared at his room. It's navy in
color and I see a chest in the corner of the room.
Thoughts of the previous night came in mind. That is probably his
BDSM box. Wonder if he will use that stuff on me. "Your first
time with me will be love making, I will not use my toys on you.
I will probably wait until you are completely ready to use them
on you," TJ said and I nodded. "Jenn, I want you more than I ever
wanted any woman. Do you want me?" He asked and I swallowed and
his desire in his eyes said it all. They have darkened, his voice
huskier, his breathing shallow. I feel myself pool between my
legs and my heart racing. I want this man, I really want him! I
nodded and he smiled.
"Say it, Jenn. Be my lover, be my submissive, be mine!" TJ said
and it reminded me of poetry.
"Yes, I'll be yours, I want you!" I said and his lips attacked
mine and when he let go, his hands went to the zipper of my dress
and I can hear it unzip.
"Well, first things is to make love, Jenn. Let me love you, right
here, right now!" I looked between his legs and I can see the
obvious tenting of his erection and I bit my lip. God, that just
made me soak my underwear!
"Please do, love me TJ!"