**A/N: One word, WOW! Thanks for all the comments y'all! This may seem rushed because I've been very busy since Wednesday due to nursing school. I had a few comments demanding a update ASAP, so here it is! Also, their relationship is going sort of fast, but today, every relationship is going fast! Me and my husbands relationship went pretty fast and we are doing just fine!**
I made it to the BBQ place ten minutes early. I didn't really mean to show up early. Now I can sit in my car and my nerves will build up and I will get extremely nervous. I pulled my visor down to see myself in the mirror and I started to mess with my hair. I mess with my hair when I get nervous. I closed my eyes and placed my hands in my lap.
"This is just dinner, nothing else. It ain't like he is going to
ask you to date him. I defiantly would date him, he is a total
hottie!" I told myself. Somebody knocked on my window and Todd is
looking at me and smiling. I rolled my window down and I
"How may I help you tonight, sir?" I said trying to be funny. I
also try to be funny when I am nervous.
"I would like Savannah Loftis to step out of the car and give me
a hug, please?" Todd said, joining in.
"She will be right out, she needs to get a few things." I grabbed
my purse and I stepped out of my car and I wrapped my arms around
his fit body. Todd hugged me back and he smelled so good. I loved
his cologne, it's the same thing he wore at the party.
"I love you cologne, Todd. You wore it at the party," I said and
"I sure did, how did you remember?" he asked.
"It's the first thing I noticed on you, other than how good
looking you are." I am feeling rather bold right now, and I like
"The first thing I noticed about you is your eyes. I think they
are beautiful and unusual. They have gold flakes in them."
"My dad did too, I got them from him." My parents are divorced by
the way. They divorced when Cameron was 5 and I was 12 years old.
He comes over and sees us once in a while, but it's only for us,
not my mom, of course. He is married again to some twenty-nine
year old woman name Nadine. I really don't like her, she is not
that much older than me and she is my step-mom!
"Are you ready to eat? I am starving!" Todd asked and I nodded.
He grabbed my hand and laced his fingers through mine and I felt
electricity running through my nerves and down to my feet. I
smiled and we went inside and we found a table for two away from
the hustle in the main dining area. The waitress came to our
table and took our drink orders, which I got a water and Todd got
"Now, don't you order something puny because you want to impress
me. The only way you can impress me is eating a huge steak!" Todd
said and I laughed. I was actually going to get a grilled chicken
plate with a side salad, but he wants me to eat a steak, I guess
I'll eat a steak! I found a T-bone steak that is decent in size
and good in price. It comes with a side order of fries and soup
or a salad.
"I'm getting the 10 oz. T-bone steak with the fries and a salad,"
I said and he smiled.
"That's more like it!" Todd said and I laughed. Todd makes me
feel so good. The waitress came back with our drinks and got our
food orders, which Todd got the same thing as I did, but he made
his steak a little bigger and instead of a salad, he got homemade
tomato soup. When the waitress left, Todd leaned towards me and
grabbed my hand again.
"It feels so right to be with you, Savannah. Ever since the party
last night, I cannot stop thinking about you," Todd said and my
"Ever since then also, you cannot get out of my mind," I said and
"Why do you down yourself so much? Weight is not a factor to most
men anymore. The main factor is the woman's attitude about
everything and herself."
"I don't know, but all the guys I've been with never wanted to
hold me or touch me because I'm overweight. They kissed me and
that is it," I said and he raised an eyebrow.
"You're saying you never had sex or been touched other than
holding hands and a kiss?" He asked and I blushed.
"That is right." The waitress came back and gave me my salad and
his soup. We ate and every time I looked up to look at him, he is
looking at me. I blushed and he chuckled.
"You blush easy, well, you are a virgin, I would expect you to
blush a lot," he said and I blushed again.
"Sorry," I said and he laughed.
"Why you sorry? I told you earlier today that I think its cute
when you blush."
"I know, I just can't help to be sorry about everything."
"It's okay, blush all you want though, its very cute!" I blushed
and he laughed. Why do I blush so much? Our food came and we
devoured, well he did, I ate slow, our food. He finished first
and I got full when I finished my steak and halfway through my
fries. He paid for our food and we went out to the parking
"That went fast, where do you want to go for a little while?"
Todd asked. I looked at my watch and the "movie" I am suppose to
watch with Jenny and Fritz doesn't even start till eight and it's
quarter pass seven.
"I am supposedly with my friends at the movies and the 'movie'
doesn't start till eight. So, how about the park?" I said and his
face tensed up.
"Why you lying about being with me?" Todd asked and I can tell he
is sort of hurt.
"My mom would never allow me to go on a date with a twenty-four
year old man."
"So, you are also considering this a date?"
"If you are, I thought it was since you asked me to
"Of course I think this is a date! I understand where you're
coming from, Savannah and I am not mad. I thought you we're
hiding me because you are ashamed of me…"
"I am not ashamed of you, Todd! I want to be with you and my mom
would not let me see you if I mentioned you. I am turning
eighteen in four months, so we can be together, but I have to
hide and lie till then. Jenny, my friend, can help us out by
telling my mom that I am with her," I said and he grabbed my
shoulders and pulled me closer. His hands went to my face and his
fingers touched my eyebrows, the corner of my eyes, then the
bridge of my nose then his thumb massaged my lips.
"I am defiantly not ashamed of you, either Savannah. I talked
about you for the rest of the day when I left to the guys. They
think you are cute, but I told them you are the most beautiful
woman I have lay my eyes on, and that you are mine," Todd said
and I closed my eyes and I felt so touched.
"Savannah, can I kiss you?" Todd said and I nodded. He pulled my
face closer to his and he brushed his lips on mine and he lightly
kissed me. We kissed like that for a few moments and I wrapped my
arms around his neck and pulled myself closer to his body. Todd
moaned and his tongue began to tickle my lips, opening them and
played with my teeth so I would open my mouth for him. When I
did, his tongue dived into my mouth and he kissed me deeply and
erotically. I have never been kissed like this in my life. My
pussy is tingling and throbbing and then, I became wet. My pussy
never became wet like this over a guy. For some reason, I became
scared. What if we did have sex? Will he leave me? Will he get
tired of me after while and start cheating on me? I am not ready
for sex yet, I want to be 100% ready before we have sex. This
kiss is the best kiss I have ever received in my life. I dug my
nails into his neck and he let go.
"I cannot get enough of you, Savannah. I need you," Todd said and
I closed my eyes and swallowed.
"I need you too, Todd," I said and he smiled and kissed me again.
His hand went around my back and he pulled me closer and I felt
something hard against my stomach. Oh no, I made him hard! I
don't want sex yet! I let go and looked up at him and bit my lip.
He needs to know my feelings about sex as of now.
"I'm not ready, Todd," I said and he pulled me back a little and
put some of my hair behind my ear.
"I will wait on you. I understand that you are a virgin and it
will take some time. I want to be your first of everything. Your
first caress, your first oral, your first and only man to have
sex with you," Todd said and I closed my eyes.
"I hope so too that you will be the only man I need, but we don't
"Trust me Savannah, I know I will be your only man." I closed my
eyes and leaned against his broad chest and he ran his fingers
though my hair. It felt so right to be with him. I remember my
mom saying that God picks us that special person and our job is
to find them. I know I found mine, Todd Middleton.
"Does this mean you're my boyfriend?" I asked and Todd smiled and
touched my cheekbones.
"I sure hope so, am I?" he asked and I giggled.
"You haven't asked me to be your girlfriend yet…"
"Well, Savannah, will you be my girlfriend?" I pretended to think for a moment and Todd actually got anxious for my answer. "Baby, what is your answer?" he asked me.
"Yes, I will be your girlfriend," I said and he placed his lips
on mine and pressed me against his hard on again. I know he will
probably want me to fuck him till the end of time, but if he is
willing to wait, then he is the man for me. We went to the park
near the restaurant and we walked around, talking about
ourselves. I told him about my parents divorce and he told me
about his own parents divorce too. They divorced when he was
sixteen years old and it was hard for him.
"My mom and dad wanted me to stay with them but mom was moving to
Nashville, and I wanted to stay here in Oak Ridge with my
friends," he said and I squeezed his hand. I listened to him as
he listen to me whine about myself. I told him why I think I am
unattractive and of course, he got kind of irritated.
"There is no reason why you should think you are unattractive
just because you are a little overweight. I prefer women with
extra weight on them bones!" Todd said and I kissed his
"Where we're you all my life?" I asked him.
"Here in Oak Ridge, waiting on you to come into my life." Todd wrapped me in his arms and I felt so warm and cozy in them. He is so muscular and fit and I felt so safe in his arms. He pecked at my lips with his and then he kissed me passionately, tongue and all. Oh I am going to love this. He is treating me like a Queen. I am his Queen and he is my King!