*A/N: Hey y'all! Sorry it took me a while to upload this.
I wanted the weekend off with my hubby and then I brain farted
writing this LOL. This chapter is shorter than usual, but you
will find out why at the end hint hint! Please PLEASE read my
story "Hiding in the Darkk" it's going to be so good and I know
This Overwhelming Desire
It's been exactly ten days since I moved in with Christian. Damn,
he is so sexy. The way he moves, the way he walks around with no
shirt on in the mornings. The way his pajama pants hangs so slow
on his slender hips. I am not going to hide it from myself
anymore, I fucking want him. I want him inside me again. I want
to feel his lips and hands on my skin. Christian has not made any
advances on me, and I tried kissing him two days ago, but he just
smiled, kissed me back and walked off. I think he knows I want
him, and he is teasing me. Sometimes, I don't think he even
notices me. I am getting more pregnant cause I have a small bump
now. I think he thinks I am fat, but he doesn't say anything and
it's killing me!
At the tattoo shop, everybody is taking notice of my baby bump.
It's not that big, but all the customers thinks it cute. "Aw, you
must be at two months," A woman said and I nodded. "I bet the dad
is so happy."
"I am, I think Amy looks quite adorable with my baby inside her,"
Christian said and he put his hand on my belly. I smiled and love
the feeling of his hand on me. Even though its not on my skin, he
is still touching me and it's igniting my skin. Christian
finished the woman's stencil and Dana finished doing six tongue
piercing customers. "Dear lord, when one wants a tongue piercing,
all his little friends wants them too. Two of them needed to
brush their teeth," Dana said and fanned the air. I laughed and
Christian came out and I covered my face. Damn, what is with my
attraction to him?
"Is it the hormones, but why do I just want to attack him and
just…fuck him!" I said and Dana shook her head.
"I don't think it's the hormones. You have two connections to
him. One is him taking your virginity and the other is Junior in
your belly," Dana said and I looked down at my feet. We called
the baby Junior because calling the baby "It, He, She" kind of
bothers me, so we gave the baby a mini name.
"He avoids me at all costs! I tried kissing him to start
something the other night, and he kind of blew me off!" I said
and Dana laughed.
"Just be up front about it. Don't hide in the bushes about it.
Just go up to Christian when y'all get home tonight and said 'I
want you, Christian!'" Sometimes, you do need to be up front
about your feelings. Maybe I should just go up to him tonight and
tell him how I feel.
Around eight, we closed shop for the night. Dana elbowed me and
winked at me and waved bye to Christian. Christian drives us back
and forth from the shop and before we even reached the house, he
stopped at a cute little café. "Hungry?" He asked and I snorted.
"I am always hungry," I said and he laughed.
"Well, Junior needs food too." We went in and sat down by the
window and I can tell that it's fixing to snow. Snow makes me
happy, brings great memories of my father. We ordered our drinks
and looked at the menu. When I peeked over my menu, Christian has
this very cute expression on his face, he looks confused.
"What's wrong, Christian?" I asked and he ran his fingers through
"I've been in this country for twelve years and I still don't
know what a fucking Reuben is!" He said and I laughed.
"It's a corned beef sandwich with thousand island dressing." He
nodded and the waitress came back and he ordered the sandwich and
I ordered the chicken tender platter. We just stared at each
other and I can see this look in his eyes, like he is hiding
something from me. He licked his lips and I had to look away, his
tongue is causing all these feelings inside me. Our food came and
I immediately dived into the chicken. Oh fuck this tastes good. I
never ate chicken like this in my life until I got pregnant.
Junior must like chicken, hope I don't give birth to one!
Christian looked at me and he laughed. "I guess you are really
hungry, or is Junior hungry?" he said and I rolled my eyes.
"I guess me and Junior is hungry," I said and he smiled.
"I think your pooch is sexy. I cannot wait to see you full blown
pregnant. You already got the glowing skin." I touched my face
and then I blushed. He HAS been paying attention to me. I just
feel so giddy right now.
"Why do you want to see me fat? I think I will look gross!" I
said and he smiled.
"No you will never look gross, you are one sexy woman." I looked
up at Christian and his eyes got darker with lust. He wants me, I
can tell. I have to make my move when we get home. We finished
eating our dinner and Christian paid the bill and we went on
home. Christian went to his bedroom to watch some TV and I went
to the bathroom. I washed my face off and put a little lip gloss
on and hit my cheeks so they can look rosy. I am about to make
the biggest move in my life. I am going to get a man, Christian,
to make love to me. I closed the door behind me and went to my
bedroom and took off my clothes off, only wearing my pink bra and
matching boy short panties. I ran my fingers through my hair,
making myself look like a siren. I smiled and nodded at myself.
Amy, you can do this! Make Christian want you! I walked out of my
bedroom and down the hall and knocked on the door. Christian
opened and he just stared at me with his eyes wide open.
"Christian, I want you," I said bluntly and he just swallowed and
moved out of the way for me to come inside. When the door closed,
he pressed me against the door and put his lips on mine, kissing
me with fervor. I think he wants me too!