*A/N: I cannot stop writing this! This may be a pretty long story! You get to see the TRUE Blake here, and you may be surprised, or not because he is already nuts! The sex scene in here, well...I had a little inspiration from a certain song (IceBreaker/Brielle will understand LOL). It's a sexy song and the live video is just freaky and somehow...hot! Enough of this, read and comment!
The Last Thing She Wants
As Metallica blared out of my sound system, I am taking, yet, another cold shower. I cannot get her out of my mind. Claire, so young, so beautiful. I love how she fights me. I have this…problem that I love to hurt women. I get turned on when they fight me, and it excites me when I hit them. Yes, you can call me a sadist. There is women out there that loves a sadistic man, but it gets boring after a while. I thought Claire would be one of those women that I will beat and let her fight me for about two weeks, and I am off to the next one. I thought wrong. Every time I see her, I just want to fuck her, hard. She had to fall in love with my perfect older brother, the one with the heart of gold. I fucking hate my brother, but without him, the company goes down and there goes my millions of dollars. I jumped out of the shower and rubbed my body until it was dry and looked at myself in the mirror. No body could look at me and can tell I have problems. It is a problem, I cannot have a regular relationship with a woman without being rough. Rough is good, but not for some reason.
I went to the entertainment center and changed songs and sat down and I began to think about Claire again. Her beautiful long blonde hair, her stunningly sexy blue eyes, her curves… I need her so bad! Brent can make it where its hard for her to be alone, but he cannot stop my feelings for her, I am in love with her. I am in love for the first time in my life other than my family. No body knows about my sadistic nature. They just think I like to role-play, and that’s going to stay that way! I enjoyed fucking her along side with my right-hand man, Oliver. Oliver understands me, he is a sadist as well, and he does his sexual needs though BDSM. I think that is a little over the top, but that’s what he does and I do what I do. I know I am not the perfect person, I was not the perfect child. Everybody adored Brent growing up. I was the wild child and I think I began my sadistic adventure then, I became happy when I hit somebody. I hit my brother a few times and slapped around Dette as well. My parents we’re not thrilled, so I was punished a lot. Brent went on to college, and things got worse. I didn’t have a big brother to hit around, just Dette. Dette became a strong woman and when she fought back when I was seventeen and she was fourteen. Dette freaking scares me sometimes and when she got married to Germany’s biggest and richest entrepreneur, I feared her. I know she has connections if I harmed anybody she likes. Since she is buddies with Claire, I have to be a little careful. I need to come up with plans to get Claire alone. I know Brent, he will bring over Dette to watch Claire now. I need to get around her somehow, but how?
“Oliver AND Blake raped you? That is fucking bull shit!” Dette said when Brent explained to her what happed the next day. She sat down on the couch and ran her fingers through her blonde ponytail. “There is something seriously wrong with Blake. He’s been like this since…what he was seven?”
“Been like what?” I asked her and Brent grabbed my hand and squeezed it.
“He loves to hit people, and he began on Dette and I. We thought it was for the attention because he was just wild as a child. When we knew it wanted to do it because it felt good, we knew something was weird about him,” Brent said and I shook my head.
“Sounds like he is sadistic,” I said and Brent nodded.
“I think he is because he said when he hits you and fight him, it’s a major turn on for him. He has to have a sadist nature.” Dette stood up and shook her head.
“We need to confront him and get him some help, Brent! He cannot go on like this!” Dette said and Brent squeezed her shoulder and shook his head.
“I think this is beyond anybody’s control. He is out of control.” I know Brent’s right. Blake is just out of everybody’s control. I don’t think psychiatric help is not going to help at all. Brent kissed me before he left for work and Dette and I sat in the TV room and watched some shows. Someone rang the door bell and Dette told me to stay. I knew who it was because Dette began to yell. “WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING HERE?” She yelled.
“I ain’t going to do anything to Claire, Dette. I just need to talk to her privately, please,” Blake said and he sounds…sad? I left the TV room and walked over to the brother and sister.
“It’s fine, Dette. If I run into any problems, I will call for you,” I said and she nodded and patted my shoulder. Blake and I went to the kitchen and I stood there with my arms crossed. What does he want from me? He looks so, normal right now.
“Listen, Claire, I have...problems,” Blake said and I laughed loudly. He gave me a pissed off look. Shit, I just done something wrong!
“Yeah, from what I heard from Brent and Dette, you had problems since you we’re seven!” I said and he shook his head. Blake didn’t say a single word to me. He just paced through the kitchen, running his fingers through his blonde hair. He acted like he is about to pop. Is he hiding something from me, his family?
“I love you, Claire. I fucking need you so much. I think about you twenty-four seven. I love it when you fight me, I love hitting you. I love to cause you pain. I am a sadist, I have to cause pain to get turned on!” Blake said and my whole body, not just my face, went pale. My throat went dry at his admission. No, it cannot be! Blake loves me but I hate him with a passion. He took my innocence, raped me three times and one time with his crazy cousin. He right out admitted he was a sadist and the only way he can even get turned on is to cause pain. “No, you cannot love me!” I said and shook my head.
“Oh, I love you, Claire. I cannot stand there and let my brother have you all. Its obvious that he loves you and its obvious you love him. I cannot help with the feelings I have for you! I LOVE YOU!” He reached over and shook my body as he said those final three words. I pushed him and Dette walked in and cleared her throat.
“Are you done here, Blake?” Dette asked and he nodded.
“I will have you eventually, Claire, I will find a way!” Blake said and he stormed out of the apartment. I just looked at Dette and sighed.
“He fucking scares me!” I said and she hugged me tightly.
“I know, he scares me too.”
I never would realize how much I really needed Brent until I began to think about him. My pussy began to throb for him, so I made Dette leave. She was skeptical, but she left anyways. When Brent walked through the door, I pulled my clothes off and walked over to him in only my sheer pink bra and matching thong. I threw my arms around him and kissed him. When we let go, he is smiling at me. “Well, I like that entrance better than the others,” He said and he gasped as I tore the buttons off his dress shirt and began to nibble on his chest.
“Fuck me, Brent and fuck me hard!” I groaned and he didn’t have to be told twice. He reached down and gathered my body into his arms and carried me to the bedroom and sat me down. I pulled my panties off and then took my bra off as he stripped for me and he kissed me. His tongue dominated my mouth, oh yes I needed this! I ran my nails down his chest and over his nipple and he growled. He pushed me to the pillows and crawled on top of me and his hand cupped my pussy. He slid two fingers inside me and I gasped. His thumb went to my clit and it almost became too much for me. I moaned and rocked my hips against his hand and his fingers hit my g-spot repeatedly and I can already feel the build up. My stomach muscles began to tighten up and my legs began to quiver. “I am so close!” I moaned and his fingers and thumb moved faster. My orgasm came fast and I can feel my juices coat his fingers. He gave his fingers one more shove and then he pulled them out. He licked his fingers and he smiled. “You taste so good, baby, here taste…” He said as he slid his two fingers into my mouth and I sucked on them. I taste sweet and salty at the same, I taste good! Brent leaned down and I can feel his head at my entrance, but I have other plans. I flipped over and I am looking down at him. “Help me, I never done this before,” I moaned and Brent grabbed my hips and help me slide down onto his dick. I groaned loud and he filled me completely. He moved my body up and down slowly at first, but I fucking needed him so bad. I began to move, really move.
I bounced up and down fast and hard and Brent is in total ecstasy. “Oh fuck, baby! That’s it, fuck me hard!” Brent moaned and I went faster and harder and Brent sat up and we are nose to nose now. Brent leaned down and bit on my bottom lip and he thrusted up, making me scream. I can already feel myself about to come, so I bounced harder. I came and I came hard and I screamed and wrapped my arms around Brent’s head and pulled him to my chest. Brent kissed the side of my breast and after my orgasm subsided, he flipped me, now I am on the bottom. He grabbed both my legs and he leaned against him, and I can feel all of him, deep inside me. He pounded against me, in and out, repeatedly. “I am so close, baby,” Brent groaned and I sighed.
“Come for me, Brent!” I moaned and a few seconds later, he moaned my name and I can feel him fill me up with his come. He collapsed on top of me and I ran my fingers down his sweaty back. I can only hear our breathing and I cannot open my eyes. He rolled off of me and gathered my body into his arms.
“Well, that was very good, I have to say,” Brent said and I laughed.
“I just filled up with this overpowering need for you, and I just attacked!” I said and he chuckled.
“You don’t hear any complaints from me, baby. I always need you, sexually and I need your love.” When he said that, I sat up because I remembered Blake’s little confession today. Should I tell Brent? He deserves to know that his brother has gone completely bonkers!
“Blake came over today. He didn’t touch me, but he scared the living daylights out of me,” I mumbled and he sat up and grabbed my hand.
“Dette told me, she said that you we’re pale when she came to check on you. What happened?” Brent said and I gulped down my fear and looked into his eyes.
“Blake admitted everything to me. He said he was a sadist and he can only be turned on by beating women and when they fight him. He also said that he loves me. That part scared me the most, more than him admitting he is a sadist!” I covered my face with my hands and shook my head. I looked up into Brent’s eyes and I can sense anger. “He wants me so much, but I hate him! I hate him so much, Brent! What are we going to do?”
“First off, I don’t think he loves you. He tells women that he fucks that all the time. I think he said that to try and win you over, but he didn’t win…” Brent smiled and it made me smile. Yes Brent, you won, you got my love! “Second, he also can be so crazy that he really thinks he loves you. I seriously want him to get help, but I don’t think it can help him in his situation.”
“Probably not, I just think we need to talk to him in a stable environment and hope for the best.” Brent pulled me into his lap and I lay my head in his lap as my hair lay across it. He ran his fingers through my hair and he sighed.
“I love you, Claire. You are so strong and beautiful,” Brent said and I snuggled in his lap, its so warm!
“I love you, Brent. More than I can ever imagine!” I said and I can sense his smile. Can talking to Blake really help him, I don’t think it will go too well as he hope it will!