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Secrets & Sin

Novel By: LilithsSin

Eve is a successful young woman. She is everything her parents wanted her to turn out to be. However, for her, it is not enough, it makes her feel empty inside. She harbors a secret that will liberate her from her silver plated prison. It is a darkness that brings her into the light, even if those closest to her do not understand it. View table of contents...


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Submitted:Apr 15, 2012    Reads: 341    Comments: 0    Likes: 2   

A few days had passed since Stian had taken Eve almost to her breaking point. She felt closer to him after this experience. She couldn't explain it, he had caused her more physical pain than anyone else in her life, but at the same time she felt loved, cherished and unbelievably safe with him.

That morning she had received a phone call from her family. They had begged her to come home and stop abusing herself like she had been. She got the impression her sister had been painting Stian as some sadistic psychopath. Her father distanced himself from it, he was more concerned that it would interfere with his business deal with Stians father and ruin his daughters scientific career than he was about what they were doing behind closed doors. He clearly did not approve, no one in her family approved. Her mother wanted to get her psychological help and it was clear that her sister was happy to be the 'good' sister for once in her life.

The call had come while Stian had run to the store to grab a few things, and he walked upstairs to find her on the balcony outside their bedroom.

"What is wrong?" he questioned and walked up behind her, turning her head with a very light touch so she was looking at him. A tear fell from her eye.
"Talked to my mom while you were out" she said softly, barely audible. He took her in his arms and held her.

"I can tell she upset you." Eve nodded, agreeing with his hypothesis. "They don't like me, do they?" he asked. Her facial expression let him know he was right. "They think I am hurting you, that I have malevolent intentions in my relationship with you" he continued.

"You're right" she said, it pained her to admit the way her family felt about this man. "My father is also angry because he thinks it will ruin his business relationship with your fath. He squeezed her tightly. She went on to tell him all the other things her mother had said to her, and Stian let her cry in his arms. They talked the situation over for quite a while. Stian always had a way of making her feel better no matter what had happened. She knew his intentions with her were pure and that he loved her. "Will you..." she said after a brief silence, but stopped as though she didn't want to ask her question.

"Yes..anything you ask" he said, and kissed her fingertips.

"I want you to take me to my breaking point, push me further than you did the other night" she hung her head, almost embarrassed to be asking after the things her mother had said to her. He took his index finger and brought her head up.

"Don't ever be ashamed of who you are and what you want" he said as he stared deep into her eyes. "I will take you wherever you want to go. I will fulfill every fantasy you have, as my friend, my lover, and hopefully one day as my wife". He seemed to pierce her soul with those sparkling eyes and the words spilling from his lips. He had never mentioned the possibility of marraige before, the thought created a warmth inside of her.

"Your wife?" she said softly. He smiled.

"Yes.." he trailed off, seemingly caught a little off guard. "I've been thinking about that a lot recently." He looked back at her, and was pleased with her reaction to the idea. "For now, why don't we plan for me to take you to dinner tonight, someplace very nice, and then we will come back here" he kissed her hand. "I will take you to that place you crave so much, the place where you feel the need to scream our safe word, I won't stop until I have broken you." her skin flushed bright red, and goosebumps appeared on her arms and breasts. He kissed her hand, and looked up at her again. She leaned in and pressed her lips into his. The two kissed each other with as much passion as either of them could conjure. They spent some time out on the balcony talking before retiring back indoors

After an agonizing afternoon of waiting, and wondering what might transpire that evening Eve began to prepare to go out. Stian was downstairs making some phone calls and reading the paper. He wanted to give Eve some time by herself, and to allow her to pamper herself as she got ready. She drew a hot bath as she walked around the bathroom naked. As the water filled the tub she looked at her face in the mirror. She plucked any stray eyebrow hairs and cleansed her skin with a mild soap. She turned off the water and slipped into the tub. The water soothed her body and made her relax. She took her time shaving, exfoliating and washing her body. She wanted to look and feel perfect for Stian. She washed her long blonde hair and wrapped it in a towel, afterwards she just sat and soaked for a while, heating up the water with bursts from the faucet as it needed it. She got out of the tub about 30 minutes later, and put Stians bathrobe on. It was quite big on her, but it smelled like him. She heard the bedroom door open and peaked out.

"Hey" Stian said cheerfully. He placed a cup of hot tea on a table next to an armchair. Eve walked out into the bedroom. "Thought you might like a cup of tea" he smiled at her, she returned the gesture.

"Thanks" she said and kissed him lightly on the lips. He ran his fingers along her jawline.

"I'll let you get back to your routine" he said and went back downstairs. She sat for a moment and drank her tea. She enjoyed the bit of time by herself. Once finished she stood up and went back into the bathroom. She took her time with her makeup. She dusted a sheer powder over her pristine skin, and lined her eyes with a charcoal pencil. Stian loved when she did that, it made their bright blue color shimmer and stand out against the dark lines. She also put on mascara and a tiny bit of peach hued blush to give her cheeks a little definition. Soon, she allowed her hair to tumble from the towel that held the flaxen locks and she brushed through it. She dried her hair and pinned it up, leaving a few strands dangling at the sides of her face. Now all she had to do was get dressed.

She walked into the bedroom to again find Stian. He was standing in just a pair of black dress pants, she looked him up and down, and was obviously turned on by what she saw. She blushed and smiled at him.

"You look beautiful" he said, returning the smile. He pulled her naked body to him and kissed her lips, then let her go, so she could put her clothes on. She went into a drawer to get a bra and a pair of panties. "No underwear tonight" he said softly, but his tone was commanding. She looked at him and nodded, then placed the items back where she had found them. He dissapeared into the closet and came out with something in his hand. "I want you to wear this one" he said and handed a dress to Eve. She took it from him eagerly. She put it on, and had him help her with the zipper.

The dress was black and long, very low cut in the front. The V of the neckline hit her at the bottom of her sturnum. If she moved the wrong way she ran the risk of flashing one of her breasts. Stian saw this, and was pleased.

. "So, beautiful." he said as he looked at her. I want you to wear this out tonight as well. He handed her her collar. He had never asked her to wear it in public before, but he knew it would play into the mind games she loved so much. "Turn around" Eve did as she was told and he buckled the collar around her neck. He turned her around once he was done and smiled at her. He had put on a white dress shirt and a jacket. He looked incredable, his long black hair rested on his shoulders. He could tell Eve enjoyed seeing him dressed up like that. "Are we ready?" he asked. She nodded and the two headed out the door.

He opened her car door for her and helped her in. They drove into downtown Oslo, to a resturant Stian particularly enjoyed. As they walked in Eve received some funny looks from people because of the adornment around her neck, though no one dared ask about it. This was the type of place where a jacket and proper attire is mandatory, so the people dining were not used to seeing such things. The two of them were seated in a booth in the corner of the room. The lighting was very soft, and extra light was added by candles on each table. Stian ordered a nice bottle of red wine, one he knew Eve adored. She was a bit nervous about what might happen when they got home, she loved that feeling. Stian slid his hand under the table cloth, the two of them were sitting next to one another in a round booth. He slid his hand into the slit of the skirt on her dress and cupped his hand over her sex. She immediatly turned bright red, and a slight sigh escaped her. She hadn't expected the touch.

"Shhh" Stian calmed her. He leaned into her and whispered in her ear. "If it embarrassed you, I will only push you further" . She looked into his eyes with a sense of wanting. She was quite uncomfortable, and the waiter had returned with their wine. He presented it to Stian, who took a little in his glass, swirled it around, smelled it, then tasted it. "Excellent" he said, approving of the bottle. His hand was still lingering upon Eve. He could feel her juices begin to run over his fingertips. The waiter had spotted his hand under the table and flashed him a wicked grin. "It makes her uncomfortable, you know" he said as the waiter turned to walk away. He turned around and looked at Stian and raised an eyebrow. He seemed a little taken aback by the fact this man was offering up sexual information about his date. Eve turned an even darker red and looked down at the table.

"Look him in the eye" Stian said to her. She did as she was told, lifting her head up slowly. The man was looking at her breasts, which were presented very nicely by the dress she was wearing. "Beautiful aren't they?" he asked the man. He pulled his hand from under the table, and offered his fingertips to Eve, she was reluctant at first, but licked the bit of moisture off of them in front of their waiter. "Do you want to see them?" he asked. The man didn't respond, he seemed to be in a bit of shock. Stian took his middle and index fingers and traced her breasts, pulling back the fabric so the man could see each of her breasts, one at a time. Eve began to shake, she was overwhelmed by vulnerability. He smiled at the waiter, gave him their food order and the man walked away. He turned back to Eve.

"Tell me how that made you feel" she looked at him.

"Vulnerable, and a bit like a slut" she said softly. Stian smiled, it was the reaction he had hoped for. While the feeling was uncomfortable, she loved it, she loved how he make her go from feeling very confident to a weak little plaything. No one had ever made her feel like that before. Soon the waiter came back with their food, he kept looking at Eves neck. Stian looked the man in the eye.

"I suppose you're wondering why she's wearing a collar" he said, confidently.

"Well, yes actually" the man replied.
"She is an obediant submissive, she is wearing it at my request." he said and pulled at the ring that hung at her throat. "We are playing a game" he continued, and pulled a little harder on it. "Later she will be violated, beaten and bound to something. Perhaps blindfolded, perhaps not. I haven't decided." He flashed Eve a wicked grin. "If she chooses to be too vocal, I may even have to gag her"

The man seemed interested in Stians commentary, but wasn't sure what to make of it. Eve was still shaking, she knew their waiter was picturing the scenario in his head, and it elevated her level of humiliation. The man walked away shortly thereafter and left them to their meals. Once they finished and had dessert, they left rather hastily, Stian was eager to get Eve home, he was going to break her.


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