I couldn't help but to just watch him all the time now. I loved him very much and the last year was honestly a nightmare. I never thought that he would honestly come back. Just to see his face again being able to kiss him and touch him was like a dream in itself. But I knew that he was back home and it was just a matter of time before he would tell me everything that had happened. I do think that he must have accomplished a lot just for the simple fact that he was gone for a year.
He got up off the couch kissing the baby and laying in the bassinet. He walked into the kitchen and came back with some more coffee and sat down in front of me. He was still wearing his boxers and plain white t-shirt as he sipped the coffee and turned to me.
"I am sorry that I had to go baby. I really am. I never thought that it would have taken this long. It killed me every day that I was away from you. It really did. Plus the fact that the girls were there in the hospital and I didn't know what was going on with them or you it was a nightmare. I guess I better start from the beginning of what happened and for the simple fact that I wasn't able to contact you in anyway. The day that I left the hospital from you I drove straight to your father's house. That was the only place I knew to go to fix everything. I stormed into his house like I guess I owned the place and I was serious so the fact that he would take me serious. I had already left you and the girls and I wanted to get back to you as fast as I could. I was confronted by two guys at the front door. It was like he was expecting me or something. I got taken into your father's office after I was punched in the face a few times. I don't like people getting into my face and you know that and I tried to swing at them and well got caught in something else. Your father was sitting at his desk with this cocky grin on his face that I honestly just wanted to smack off of him. But I had remembered what Andy had told me and not be a jack ass to him. He told me that he had already known about the girls being born and started talking down to me like I was nothing. He apparently had had someone following us and the fact the girls were born and I didn't tell no one made it worse. He said that he had a feeling that I was going to show up here eventually and well I did. He started going on about how you gave birth to girls and that I knew the consequences of that. I honestly begged him not to touch you or the girls. That's when he started laughing and told me that I didn't have any other choice. He told me that eventually you would be taken out of the picture and the girls would be too. I told him that I would do anything for that not to happen. That I had already warned him that I wanted to leave and quit that he knew it was coming and this all wasn't such a fucking surprise. He started doing that laugh again that was sending me over the edge. He pretty much said that he would hold off on getting you and the girls if I did him a favor. I honestly didn't have a choice. He started telling me about how he knew about my military background and experience and the fact of that I used to do for him before I met you. I mean come on baby look how I found you. Sorry to say that but I was tracking you for a long time before I actually met you face to face. He started going into detail about how he was going to set up another society a sub group as you would say. And he already had some "Masters" to run it but he needed slaves for the masters. That he wanted me to find them and the more I found well the more time I was given that you would be left alone. I agreed to it just for the simple fact that I didn't want no one to hurt you or the girls. Plus he added the little comment about how not only if I didn't do this for him that my wife and daughters would be punished and that remember when I killed that guy and well the video camera recorded it all and well he threatened to turn me into the police, because apparently all they did was throw his body in the ocean. But it was later found. But just so that you or the girls wouldn't be touched or bothered I agreed to it. I pretty much for that year went around to sleazy bars, hotels shit like that finding girls that could be trained into slaves. I did keep in contact with your father and he would always tell me that nothing was wrong with you or the girls so I just kept going. Now that I come to think of it since you told me about the girls passing away it does make sense because after about a month being gone he stopped talking about the girls only about you. He would tell me that you were ok. And when I did ask about my daughters he would change the subject. I honestly thought that he had done something to them just for the fact he wouldn't talk about them. I really don't think he knew you got pregnant again baby just because a couple months after that he stopped talking about you all together. And when I did ask about you he would just change the subject and threaten me some more about how I needed more girls for him."
I just looked at him. I honestly didn't know what to say. That my father was making my husband find girls for him. Let alone find slaves for his idiot cult.
"I do want to tell you something. Since I had to go find girls I did have to pretend to like them and show interest in them" he said
"Did you sleep with any of them?" I asked
"No I never did I swear but I did kiss a few" he said
I just looked at him with my eyes popping out.
"I am sorry baby. I had to I didn't want nothing to happen to you" he said picking up my hand.
I had to change the subject I didn't want to talk about that any more.
"So whats left how did you finally get home?" I asked
"I finally got about 50 girls for him. It took me a long ass time. But one day your father emailed me and told me he was pretty much satisfied and that my work had been done. I emailed him back asking about you and the girls and he just said that I had to find out for myself. Which it kind of makes sense maybe he does know that we have a son and us having a son they can't do harmful shit to you or me anymore. But I asked him does this mean that I am done, and he replied that is still your choice. I honestly didn't know what to think about that comment or the simple fact I didn't know if you were ok. But I did know that I needed to get home to you and find you some how. He said
"So you are telling me for the past year you were hooking up with girls to please my father. Score." I said being a little smart ass about it.
"I didn't hook up with any of them. I just made them think I was interested in them" he said
I honestly just rolled my eyes that was really fucked up that my husband was helping my father like that.
"So what are you going to do now?" I asked
"Well I got in contact with Andy and in 3 weeks it's on a Saturday there is an event at your father's house and well we are both going to go and I am going to kill the son of a bitch" he said
"Do you really think it would work?" I asked
"Oh it's going to work" he said
"So why couldn't you contact me?" I asked
"Your father threatened me. I actually got an email from him a few days after I left. It was actually a picture of the girls in the hospital. He took it himself. So that means he was near our daughters. That he told me I couldn't contact you or anyone or these girls would suffer for it" he said
"So I agreed" he continued
"Don't ever think that I was trying to cheat on you on purpose or that I enjoyed any of it. I didn't. I dreamed of kissing you every night feeling your body next to mine. I actually start hallucinating after a while that I could see you but really couldn't. I was so depressed that I actually had Andy mail me some anti-depressants so that I could stay focused on what your father wanted me to do and get home to you faster. I just didn't think it would take that long to do any of it. And I knew you were ok not just by your ass hole of a father telling me I never believed a single word he said. But Andy had checked on you a few times. Which I wonder why he never told you were pregnant? I mean you had to of started showing after a while and that part I don't get. But I am supposed to meet up with him the day after tomorrow. Well I actually need to get in contact with him and tell him just to come over here." He said
"Why do you want to talk to him for?" I asked
"He is actually getting out too babe" he said
"And you believe it?" I asked
"Yes just because I have known him for a long time even before I joined this fucked up situation" he said
"If you say so, I still don't believe anything anyone from that fucking group says or does" I said
"Not even your mother?" he asked
"No not really" I said
He just kind of raised his eye brow at me.
"I am not going to lie I have talked to her a few times since you have been gone" I said
"Really?" he asked
"Yes we talk through emails" I said
"Did you tell her about our son?" he asked
"No, I didn't want no one to know about him. The only person who does that I know of is your sister" I said
"Ok, did you tell her about the girls?" he asked
"No she already knew that's how the email started she was contacting me to tell me she was sorry to hear about them" I said
"I didn't go into great detail about everything just in case she was passing information around to someone else. Just because her and I had that little moment a while back doesn't mean I fully trust her" I said
"Do you still trust me?" he asked
"I do. Just for the simple fact that I knew you had to do what you had to do to protect me and our girls. And you had to leave. I understand that but I just wish it wouldn't of taken that long" I said
"I know baby I know" he said
"I do got something for you" I said getting up off the couch
I walked back to the bedroom and got a DVD out of the closet. I walked back into the living room as he was still sitting on the couch.
"Here" I said handing it to him
"What's this?" he asked
"The birth of your son" I said
"You taped it for me?" he asked
"I figured you would want to see it one day, I know it's not the same but it would help maybe a little bit" I said
"Will you watch it with me?" he asked
I just shook my head yes as he got up and put the DVD in the DVD player. I grabbed the remote off the coffee table as he walked back over and sat down next to me. Wrapping his arm me and pulling me closer to him. Kissing my forehead.
"Baby?" I asked him
"Yes sweetheart?" he asked
"Don't leave me again" I said
"I would have to be killed before I left you again" he said
As I felt his lips kiss the top of my head as I pressed play to watch the movie.