On the way back home he didn't say anything to me. I finally just
snapped at him. "So your not going to talk now?" I asked. "You
didn't want to know baby and I am not going to tell you" he just
looked over and grinned at me. "That doesn't mean you don't talk
all together" I said. "Well baby nothing to talk about. Which is
hard because this is something I wanted to talk about with you
after we found out" he said. "Why don't you want to know anyway?"
He asked. "You want the truth?" I asked. "That would be nice" he
said. "I am scared. Its bad enough I am scared enough as it is. But
I am scared to know" I said. "Theres nothing to be scared of baby
no matter what we are having theres no reason to be scared" he
said. "I can't help it they are growing and time is going by fast"
I said. "I know baby. I am actually going to get to sit down with
Leon tonight and get this shit going" he said. I just sighed why
can't he just take me and the babies away. Go into hiding just run
away. "Why can't we just run away baby?" I asked. "Trust me I have
thought about it" he said. "Then why not? Wouldn't that be better?"
I said.."I don't know baby girl" he said. "Whats so hard about it..
if you have thought about it then do it. Or have you just been
stalling like the rest of them" I snapped. "Someone got an extra
dose of hormones today" he said "But no I am not stalling" he said.
"Well I am not waiting around forever" I said. "What does that
mean?" He ask::)ed. "It means I gave myself and our babies a time
limit. Rather you come or not or out of this shit I am getting away
from it and taking them too" I said. "You would really leave me and
take our kids?" He said. "They are inside of me they go where I go"
I said. "Over my dead body" he snapped back. "What are you implying
at Stephen" I said getting defensive.."nothing just fucking
nothing" he said.."You still like having that power don't you?" I
asked. "I did it before you I can do it after you" he said getting
very red in the face.."I see then Stephen" I said. Getting out of
the car before he even put it in park when we pulled into the
driveway. I ran inside the fastest I could. I went straight into
the bedroom locking the door. He fucking likes the control thing.
What an idiot I was for believing his shit time and time again. I
was really surprised he didn't kick the door in or anything. But I
just gathered a few things shoving them into my bag and opened the
door. He wasn't in the hallway so I started moving towards the
front door. I opened it as he reached above me and slammed it
shut.."I told you no" he said. "Well I am saying yes Stephen" I
yelled at him. "Your not taking my kids from me" he yelled. "I am
not staying here you are not even trying to leave and get away" I
yelled. "You haven't given me enough time" he yelled. "Its been
almost 6 months that's plenty of fucking time" I yelled. I reached
for the door knob and tried to open it. He grabbed my arm tightly
and pulled me back.."Like I said no" he said. "Oh and what are you
going to do beat me get me to stay or get down on your knees and
beg and cry for me" I said..he just glared at me like he did when
we first met. Those eyes of rage and darkness. I honestly thought I
would never see them again. "He's back" I whispered under my
breath. "Excuse me?" He said. "Nothing" I said. "You want to play
that game ok. Your not going to fucking leave this house. I paid
good money for you and I fucking own you" he said. "Did you just
say you paid money for me?" I asked."You got that right
sweetheart..I guess your daddy forgot to mention that he paid me to
get you. To get you under neath me. Fuck the whole website and us
meeting from that. Your father paid me a lot of money to find you.
And I did. I had you tracked down to your friends house long before
you even knew I existed. When I saw you made that profile of your
self I knew that was a good time to get you. And I fucking did." He
said. "Wow so I am going to take a wild and fucking guess that you
don't even love me just with me because my father paid you" I said.
"No I do love you. But that part came after" he said. "Go fuck your
self Stephen I don't even know you any more I can't believe I fell
in love with a person like you" I said. "Tough life ain't it baby
girl" he said finally letting my arm down. I turned and grabbed the
door again. "Like I fucking said your not taking my daughter's from
me" he yelled.....I just started crying not for the fact he was
being a dickhead but he just told me my babies are girls.
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