I drove around for an hour just thinking how he could even ask that
or even think of it in the first place. I didn't know where to
really go. Some how I ended up down town and was pulling in front
of his sister's store. I looked at my phone and had 17 missed calls
from him and god knows how many texts. All of them saying pretty
much the same thing that he was sorry. Yeah if hes that sorry he
wouldn't of said that in the fucking first place. I threw my phone
in my purse and walked in side of her store. She greeted me as I
had my sunglasses over my face and she knew I had been crying.
"What the fuck did my brother do?" She asked as she was hugging me.
We walked back to her office. We both sat down on the couch and
faced each other. I lifted up my sunglasses and juat started
talking. I told her everything from the beginning how we met, how
controlling he was, the night he beat me, how it was his idea to
get married, then of course told her that I do love him that I
really did just not at first. About the night I saw my father for
the first time, how I talked to my mother, then the night he let me
go with another guy to have him kiss me and touch me then because
he didn't want to say no to my father because it was my father's
idea for this man to do it. Then how also that night we almost had
a miscarriage. Then I got kidnapped from our house because my
father wanted to speak to me and ended up in bed with another man
against my will because it was punishment from my father to
Stephen. That Stephen did finally show up but it was still
traumatizing and the fact another man put himself inside of me. I
did leave out the part about Stephen killing the guy though. "And
by the way,..." I told her still crying. "We found out yesterday we
are having twins" I said. "Thats great about the twins part sweetie
but what happened today?" She asked. I told her that he had the
nerve to ask me to stay in it. Just because I had a feeling they
were boys and it would be easier to get out. That he actually
wanted to risk it just because of my feeling. She just shock her
head and hugged me. "Hes a fucking idiot" she said. I just cried on
her shoulder and said " I trusted him to get us out and he wants to
stay in". "I know its really fucked up". Just then there was a
knock at the door. A young girl opened it and said "Angie your
brother is on the phone he said its an emergency". "Ok thank you"
she said as the girl shut the door. "Let me see what my lovely
brother has to say" she said. "Don't tell him I am here" I said.
She just nodded yes and walked over to her desk and picked up the
phone. "Yes Stephen" she said. "No I haven't heard from her what
happened?" She asked. She jestered her finger to tell me to come
here. I walked over to the desk and she clicked it over to speaker
phone. He was crying so much I could barely understand him. "Calm
down Stephen where are you at?" She asked. " I am driving around
looking for her" he said. "What happened that made her leave?" She
asked. "I messed up big time. I told her I wanted to stay in it
until the babies are born..which sorry just now telling you but we
are having twins..that's if she ever lets me see them or I find
her....ughhhhhhn" he grunted. " I am a big fuck up Angie" he said.
"I don't think you are Stephen I just don't think you know what to
do yourself" she said. "I don't I really don't" he said. "I love
her so much and can't imagine my life with out her but I know some
things are going to happen before I can get out some fucked up shit
I don't even know that I will have to do and I am honestly scared
of what they are and the out come of it" he said. "Its
understandable that you are scared but you have to do what is best
for your family its not all about Stephen any more" she said. "You
have a wife and most of all two innocent babies that are coming
into this world nit knowing anything and don't need to be a part of
it. All they want is great parents who love them" she said. I just
listened to him start crying more and more that he could barely
talk. I really didn't know how he was driving to be honest. "Where
do you think she is?" He asked. She just looked at me as I did her
I nodded my head yes at her indicating to tell him I was with him.
"Stephen..." She said. "Your wife is with me" she said. "Can she
hear me?" He asked. "Yes she had been standing here the whole time"
she said. "Baby" he said. I just stood there I didn't know what to
say. "Baby please talk to me..can I come see you.I need to see you"
he said. I just closed my eyes. "Baby girl please just say anything
even if it is to tell me you hate me I just need to hear your
voice" he said still crying. I just stood there I felt Angies hand
wrap around me. "Baby please" he said. " I don't hate you" I said.
He just started sobbing and crying more. "Thank you for not hating
me baby" he said. " I am sorry baby can I come see you, you don't
have to come home with me I just want to see you" he said. "Yes" I
said. I felt Angies hand pat my shoulder. "Ok baby girl I will be
there soon. I love you so much and I understand right now if you
don't say it to me" he said. "I love you too but I am pretty upset
with you" I said. "I know baby I will be there in a little bit" he
said. "Ok" I said and hung up in him.
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