The next morning I woke up to Stephen sitting up next to me just
staring at me. He had very sad eyes looked like he had been awake
all night. Probably didn't get any sleep. "Hi" I said softly.
Looking directly into his eyes. "Good morning my love" he said.
"Have you been to bed yet?" I asked. "No" he said. "You can't go
with out sleep baby" I said. "Got alot of things on my mind baby"
he said. "Tell me baby" I said. "I don't want to worry you baby
girl" he said "Your going to anyway if you don't tell me" I said.
"Ok well I messed up and almost lost our baby last night. And I
have to fix it. And I know going to fix it will put stress on you
and if I don't go fix it it will put stress on you so I don't know
what to do baby I really don't" he said. "Baby we need out of this.
And you promised me you would for me for our baby for us. We need
to be a family with out all of this." I said. "But its going to
make us stress and worry and you don't need that" he said.
"Sweetie..." I said sitting up next to him putting my hand on the
side of his face. "We have to baby you have to baby I will have to
control my stress and feelings about it and just keep calm. But we
have no other choice at the moment. You have to get us out of this
baby I don't want our son in this." I said as I started to cry. He
whipped my tears away and put his forehead against mine. "Are you
sure?" He asked "Yes get us away from it out of it whatever you got
to do" I said. "I will I just don't want nothing to happen to our
baby" he said. "Nothing will baby I will make sure of it. I will
protect our baby if you get it done" I said. "I will baby but I
still think its a girl" he laughed. " No its a boy" I laughed. "We
will just have to argee to disagree until SHE comes out" he smiled
at me. "Yeah when HE does" I said. He just smiled at me and kissed
me really softly. "Are you feeling ok though baby girl?" He asked.
"Yes much better baby. I love you" I said "I love you so much baby
girl. I already took another week off work so I can be with you and
take care of you" he said. "You have to go back eventually babe" I
said "I know but they understand you are more important than work
baby" he said. I just smiled at him. As he just hugged me. I knew
that he would fix everything. But who knows what he would have to
do or what I would have to do. The main thing is our baby right now
and we have 2 weeks until the next event to relax and try to live a
stress free life but I don't know if that will work. I know his
mind is racing wondering the what ifs.And neither one of us want
nothing to happen to our baby but I still don't want our baby born
in any of this.
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