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Yes Master

Novel By: kerryl86

*(FINISHED)*My name is Monica and I am owned by my master. I do anything and everything he says even the texts during the middle of the night to meet him or catch him climbing in my bed at night. I am his property and there is no way of getting out it. At least for now I thought. At least until I started falling in love with him and then finding a lot a lot of things about my past that started to all make sense. View table of contents...

Submitted:Apr 13, 2014    Reads: 1,736    Comments: 3    Likes: 6   

I didn't know if that was everything he was telling me but it did sound about right and why my father did treat me like shit. And why I remember he would take my mother out to places all dressed up and she would come back beaten up and her clothes torn or missing. I actually cried myself to sleep that night and I know he heard me as he rolled me over to were I was facing him and just held me close to him. I knew that he wouldn't let anything happen to me I did trust him on that part he did prove that the last time. But now things are more serious to the point I don't know if I can wait until we find out the sex of our baby and if we can be sneaky enough to do it. If we can't its going to be a long pregnancy of stress and worrying for the both of us. I could feel him hugging me tighter and running his hands up and down my back. I had stopped crying but just listening to his heart beat. He was starting to breathe faster and kind of sniffing his nose. I leaned over him and turned on the bed room lamp and looked at him. He was crying. I whipped the tears from his eyes and kissed him. He still had tears rolling down his face. "Don't cry baby" I said "I can't help it baby I fucked every thing up" he said "How did you do that?" I asked "You didn't know we were going to have a baby you can't help that" I said. "We could of prevented it baby and now I have you in one of the worse fucked up situations that I never wanted to put you in" he said "But it happened baby and either way it would of happened either way rather now or years from now" I said " I just didn't want it to happen this soon baby I am sorry I finally have the woman of my dreams some one I love and it might be stripped away from and hurt me in ways I cant imagine" he said. I really didn't know what to say to him. "I should of just kept using condoms like I did the first night we had sex" he said. I just closed my eyes imagining that first night how he did those things to me and he that when he said that those memories popped back into my mind as I started breathing heavy and clinching my fists together. "O am so sorry baby" he said "For what?" I mummbled. "Doing those bad things to you" he said "Oh is that your apology finally" I said. "Baby please" he said "No Stephen I have waited a while for an apology from you. That I didn't expect at first but was hoping I would get it that your sister even told me to let you open up to me and you never did. You never apologized to me for any of it. How badly you hurt me. How look" I said putting my chest in his face "Look they are still there they have turned into scars and how it reminds me of the night my husband took a whip to me and beat the shit out of me." I said. "I know baby I am so sorry. I have to look at them too and it kills me inside that I did that to you" he said " I am sorry for getting angry but I have that right. I trusted you the first time I talked to you on the computer and you took that away from me after what you did" I said. "And now that we are having a baby you give me the apology after I should have gotten it along time ago" my voice got a little louder than I wanted it to so I just stopped. He was starring at me with those eyes I have seen before in the past and I didn't know if I just fucked up or not. He was breathing in and out really fast and really hard just glaring at me. "Say something baby" I said "I am still your fucking master you knew what you were getting yourself into when you married me. Yes I have changed and yes I will admit it was all because of you. I do fucking love you more than anything and every one on my life and yes I feel like shit every day when I see those marks on you. Especially when I am making love to you I look down and see them." He said sitting up next to me. He grabbed my face and kissed me. "But you have got to believe me that I am sorry that I am so sorry" he said as he held on to me and just cried.


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