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Stranger To Love and Love Which to Fear

Novel By: KaitDragons

The time has come and again I am searching for something to keep me going. I am hungry but this time I am doing things differently; very differently. I am a man many know of, but they know nothing about my plans and nothing about me personally. My name is Ryan and of course I am filthy rich. Nobody could ever get into my head. I am 22 but I have it all. For some reason,though, I wanted her. I wanted this strange, troubled girl in ways that would sicken some people, but I wasn't ashamed of it I. I wasn't aware of what I would be getting myself into. I wasn't one to fall in-love easily.My past has turned me cold in a way.Honestly, I could kill someone easily if I wanted to with all the skills I have. I have never felt the need to protect anyone since Cara my ex, but for some reason, I feel she needs me and nothing makes me want to back down. What I want most is for her to be mine and nothing can get in the way of my future intentions. Maybe I am crazy...crazy for her. View table of contents...


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Submitted:Jun 24, 2014    Reads: 99    Comments: 0    Likes: 0   

Chapter 23 Everythings dark. I can't think about anything but I feel sharp pains. The noise around me is trying to cave in. Some how I am managing to keep it distant. Memories are flashing through my mind at such a rapid speed and all I can do is scream out. It hurts so bad to know and and here I am alone with my thoughts. It taunts me everyday since. I have yet to sett foot outside of Ryan's house. It been about a month since the big accident and here I lay in bed. I have no major physical injures. I don't know how I got so lucky to get away with so little damage. Yes I got slammed pretty bad and cut up. I have some deep scars from the glass that dug into me. I had a concision I was out of it for a good week maybe a little longer but I am okay now, I think. At least that's what I have been told. I some how manged to not break anything beside my right arm. Some might say I was blessed but emotionally and mentally I think I prefer to be dead. There nothing worse then waiting just waiting on Mr Flames words to come true. I cant hide forever. I cant stay in Ryan's house forever. Certainly can't keep Gracie locked up eventually he will get what he wants. Maybe it doesn't have to be as bad as I am making out to be. He just needs me to work for him clearly he is a very serious man. I can be just as serious. There has been no words between me and James all I know is we are both alive. I need to speak to him I need to know more, I need to be prepared. There is no asking Ryan to save me he can't know. I don't say much to anyone. My excuse is I am in pain or my head hurts. It's the only safe solution until I figure this whole mess out. ..."Leah Leah help" I automatically jump up out of Ryan's bed. Everything now has me on my toes especially when it comes to Gracie. I realize I am safe when I am with Ryan. I know he is an FBI agent and has his own business making weapons for the forces. He has got a lot of skill. How ever he doesn't have the time to protect me every moment. He would but I can't ask that of him. I don't want him to baby me or grow to hate me I just want him to love me and Gracie. I will do whatever I have to to keep the danger away. Even if that means working some unknown job with Mr Flames. As long as I come home to My Gracie and see she is fine I will do what I have to. Once I please Mr. Flames it will all be behind me. It cant be forever, its just a job! This is what I am telling myself this is what I want to believe. "Princess I am in here whats wrong" I capture her in my arms and I see that her arm is a bit swollen. ….." I got stung by a buzz buzz a bee a wasp a something. It hurts help" She crying into my shirt as I pick her up in my arm. Just as I am about to lift her up Ryan come running in and scoops her out of my arms. ..." Baby you shouldn't be lifting anything or Gracie yet just give it a little more time. As for you little one I have medicine for that sting go sit with Leah on the bed" Ryan disappears into the hallway but return within seconds. I love watching him I love how he treats me and Gracie. He pulls the stinger out of her arm and gives her a cold ice cream cone to keep her distracted while he cleans her arm. Here I am sitting with Gracie between my legs hugging her. I only have Ryan's boxers and t-shirt on. The windows are open and the sun is shinning though. It's probably close to noon. After he Handels Gracie sting he takes her to see Rosa. Apparently Rosa and Bob and Jerry are having a pool BBQ day. A hot bath seems like a good idea for me. Closing the door of the bedroom I strip out of my clothes. I turn the radio on in the bathroom letting the hot bath water fill up. Sliding the robe around me I tie I loosely. I cant help but look into the mirror. The bath water fills up rather quickly. I pour a little bubble mix into the water and then I hear the door creep open. Before I can turn around I feel Ryan's big firm muscular hands cup my breasts. His finger tips trace down my breast to my sides. Slowly he loosens the silky robe as he fingers my nipples. "Baby I - I love you I need a bath" ..."I know you want a bath princess do you mind if I join you" His playful tone is alarming and I automatically turn to face him. "Not at all babe" I slide my hand into his hair and tug at it a little as he picks me up and I wrap my legs around him. His moves are quick and he has me pinned against the bathroom wall. His hands are no longer around me he my leg are just tight around him. Ryan tears his shirt off and quickly steps out of his boxers before smothering me in intensively hot kiss .."Leah baby, I don't know and I can't even begin to imagine how or what I would do without you. I love you so much. I need you in every way." "I know I am here though so no worries and I am alive. Can we please not talk about that night. I love you and I am here I will always love you no matter what. Now lets get a bubble bath baby pretty please I need to relax" ..."Okay babe but there is still a lot we have to talk about there is a lot of question people have. Alot of questions I have. I know you don't remember much and I know you will talk when your ready. But If you could be ready sooner then later that would be more helpful. "Babe.. I am sorry I just I don't.." "..Look Leah I don't want to stress you out or for you to get upset. Will take this case slow. But I know for dam sure that was a hit and run and I am going to find out who it was. You say you don't remember faces or anything. "Ryan I just don't like remembering it's easier if we just let it go. I am alive I am here. Who ever did It was probably just out having a good night..I say we just leave it be what it is please" ..."Who ever hit you was fucking around because it happened more then once. Your car is proof. If your keeping something from me if your scared.. you don't have to be. I Love you and I will protect you. If you remember anything even the littlest thing just tell me. Ill figure it out either way but it be easier with your help baby. I know you want me to let it go but I cant this is what I doing for a living. Especially when it comes to my girl and dangerous situations" "Babe ughh ..." …."Don't babe me Leah. You could have died. I could have lost you. You don't understand and that fucking idiot isn't getting away with it. I am sorry but I wont let this go. I love you . I love you more then you could imagine and that's why I wont stop. Now lets get in the bath princess." "Bath sound like a great option smart man of mine" If I can just get him distracted I will be good. His lip bites down on mine and I feel small and helpless. He suckles on my lips and then he massages my ass as his finger slowly skim over my butt hole. Everything he does gets me hot for him. I feel that I am soaked and wet for prepared for his intrusion. The light silky robe slide down my body and his soft lips scatter kisses all over my upper body. Not missing a spot on my neck I feel him claim me and I know it will be a huge bruise in to time. "mmmh you torture me please have me already babe" Taking a step back he makes his way over to the huge bath with me in his arms. Sinking into the water slowly give me the chills. I am a little to wild for him because without giving it a though I force His king monster inside of me. I am still really tight so its not easy but it feels good the more I get use to it. Lucky for me I was wet enough so I could just have all of him. "I really love you Ryan." I lay my head against his shoulder. I don't want to fuck. I want to makelove. I want it slow I just want it all to happen slowly. This would be nice to have him inside of me forever. I close my eyes and tighten my legs closing him in tighter inside of me. I feel him moan my name into my neck. Strong hands slide up and down my small body making me shiver. He thrust up inside me of but he gets the hint I want it slow. I want to have control over him right now. My turn. If I can have control over anything in life this is the one thing I feel I do well. …."I know your trying to distract me baby girl and its working. But I will get it out of you or ill figure it out on my own just keep that in mind. It's only because I love you that I am doing it. Oh and because it's my job." I hear him chuckling in my ear. His laugh is so unique and I have loved it since the first time I heard it. Hearing him just makes me want to burst out laughing. ….The bath went well eventually I got clean after a good love session. We ended up joining everyone outside for the lunch BBQ . Everything tasted delicious and it always does. I love seeing Gracie so happy. Just knowing that she is safe here from outside world means everything. Just wish it was everyday. And I wish more then anything that I never had to question her safety. It would make life everything in life a whole lot more deal able.
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