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Stranger To Love and Love Which to Fear

Novel By: KaitDragons

The time has come and again I am searching for something to keep me going. I am hungry but this time I am doing things differently; very differently. I am a man many know of, but they know nothing about my plans and nothing about me personally. My name is Ryan and of course I am filthy rich. Nobody could ever get into my head. I am 22 but I have it all. For some reason,though, I wanted her. I wanted this strange, troubled girl in ways that would sicken some people, but I wasn't ashamed of it I. I wasn't aware of what I would be getting myself into. I wasn't one to fall in-love easily.My past has turned me cold in a way.Honestly, I could kill someone easily if I wanted to with all the skills I have. I have never felt the need to protect anyone since Cara my ex, but for some reason, I feel she needs me and nothing makes me want to back down. What I want most is for her to be mine and nothing can get in the way of my future intentions. Maybe I am crazy...crazy for her. View table of contents...


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Submitted:Apr 23, 2014    Reads: 181    Comments: 4    Likes: 0   


….."Baby wake up were home" I rubbed my eyes not realizing I had fallen asleep. He was opening my door and then he grabbed me and my bag he was holding me like a baby in his arms. He was so strong. I only weighed like 120 pounds. He made me feel like a feather in his arms. We were on the third floor withing seconds. He plopped me down on the sofa and then brought me a drink. It had alcohol in it but it was fruity it tasted delicious.

"Babe my feet hurt" His hands were at my feet undoing my high heels.

..."Baby girl your so beautiful but why do you wear such high heels​?"

"Ryan I have to it's part of the uniform-dress code Richard gave me"

..."That bastard can go suck it your going to end up hurting yourself in these. If he has an issue with you not wearing them he can handle it with me" .He tossed them across the room and took my glass putting it on the table beside him. He leaned over me. I was laying flat on my back looking up into his eyes.

"Can I have my glass back please babe" He smiled ..."someone is in a drinking mood. " He got up and poured me another glass while returning with the bottle of vodka and the fruity mix. I wanted to be buzzed a little bit before I gave myself up to him. I had seen how big he was before. Not on purpose though. Ryan didn't know that I did but I knew he was huge. He hasn't even touched me down there yet. He only touched my butt & boobs.

I was drinking at work with the girl's before I left we had done an awesome job so Richard let us all celebrate by taking shots and drinking how ever much we wanted. I know I am not 21 but nobody cares around here. 18 is good enough!I had about three shots at work and a mixed drink that Brie made. I don't know what it was but I loved it. I was feeling a little out of it now especially when Ryan gave me my second glass.

"Ryan can we go to your room and lay in bed" I stood up but felt dizzy and I grabbed onto his shoulders when I felt his hands tight around my waist.

..."Leah baby I think you are wasted"
" No I am not come to bed with me please" I gave him the puppy face.

…...."Baby you know you kill me when you make that face"

"Yup now come on" he picked me up and his hands were squeezing my ass. I rested my head on his shoulders. He placed me gently on the bed. My dress was black,short and so revealing. I still had the black flower in my curly brown hair. I felt beautiful. I was leaning on my elbows watching him walk over to his closet he was getting undressed. He disappeared into his bathroom for a few minutes.

"Babe what are you doing" I was so curious and impatient. He peeked his head out of the bathroom to look at me. He was wearing his boxers and a DARK blue muscle shirt. God I wanted him. I never played with myself but I wanted to right now. I wanted TO try but I didn't know what to do. I wanted HIM to be the first to touch me even before I touched myself. I was nervous for my first time but I wanted it to be with him and I want it to be tonight.

He climbed into bed beside me. " Is that what your wearing to bed baby? Do you want one of my t shirt's "

I laughed a little to myself. He really had no clue what was about to happen or at least what I wanted.

"Sure could you get me one? But first can you unzip-per the back of my dress please?"

.." Of course I can cupcake" he kissed my shoulder softly as he uni zippered my dress. But he got right up after and came back with a t shirt. I was a little upset. Usually I would walk into the other room and change but I wasn't going to tonight. A little lamp was shinning. I felt nervous. I was sitting on the bed looking at him wondering why he was being distant.

He was putting something in his dresser but when he looked up in the mirror he saw me standing there by the bed as I slowly let my dress fall to the floor. I had a Lacey ocean dark blue bra and thong on. His mouth dropped. I hugged my arms around myself. I didn't know what to think. Maybe he didn't like the way I looked ? Am I stupid for doing this I was about to run to the bathroom but I seen him walking towards me.

..."Leah baby your beautiful" I felt his hands grasp my sides. I had the perfect curves and I knew he loved it he told me that before when I had worn a dress at my party.

"Kiss me please Babe" His lips were on mine before I could even take a breath. I felt myself falling back on the bed. Ryan was on top of me kissing my neck and his hands were sliding down my arms to my breasts. I bit his neck when he leaned in close enough.

"I want you..i want you to make love to me" I really just said that out loud? I felt how hard he was I could feel it through his boxers. I knew I wanted him.

"Leah I want you to but your a little wasted baby girl" he cupped my face between his hands.

"I know but I want you. and I know I wanted you before I even started drinking. I wanted you this whole day. so please make love to me. I know you want to or at least I thought you wanted me before." I couldn't help but feel disappointed and stupid. I was getting up reaching for the shirt ready to hide away in his bathroom.

"Leah, baby please don't think that I don't want you I do. I just don't want to take advantage of you."

I felt like I was about to cry at any moment. I looked away from him stumbling to my feet. The bathroom seemed so far away my legs were soar from standing all night. I wiped my eyes I didn't care. I threw his shirt on me when I got into the bathroom. I shut the door. I curled up in the soft huge chair that he had in there. His bathroom was fucking huge. There was a huge hot tub. A shower that could fit like 10 people in. Glass mirrors a beautiful sink and toilet, yes EVEN the toilet was fucking NICE. I just laughed to myself here I was wanting him and he doesn't want me because I am just a bit wasted.

..."Fuck it " I hear Ryan say from the other room. Ryan grabbed me off the chair throwing me over his shoulder. He dropped me down on His king sized bed. His tongue was in mine his Fruity breath mixed with my fruity alcohol breath mixed perfect. His hands were caressing my breasts as I felt him undue my bra strap my legs tightened up around him. I wanted him but I was nervous and still trying to wipe the tears away. I felt like he didn't even want me. Eventually he wouldn't. He still had no clue I was a virgin. What if he went to rough?

"Leah he said in between his breaths. I felt his lips around my nipples and his one hand pinching my other one. It felt so good but it was painful at the same time.
"Bite harder please Ryan" I was distracted by his touch.

.."You like when I bite you don't you cupcake" Before I could answer his teeth were digging into me I manged to scream his name into the pillow.

..."i love when you say my name Leah" he let up on his grip on my boob and I knew that I was going to have a bruise surely there was teeth marks! His hands slid down I only had my thong on it was the only piece of clothing I had left. His lips were on mine as I felt his fingertips tickling the side of my hips.

"Oh please babe please "

.."please what cupcake?" He knew what he was doing he was teasing me. "I need YOU" I shouted at him. He was laughing,it wasn't funny.

His lips were kissing up and down my neck as I titled my head giving his easier access. I felt his lips sucking on my nipple again he kept changing it up. I felt my thong getting soaking wet. He made it feel so good. I can't imagine how it will feel once he is inside of me.

"PLEASE makelove to me" He kept teasing me. I felt his lips trail down my body then he was kissing between my thighs. Then his lips were right there right against my pussy"

..."God dam baby your so wet.. your kitten is ready?"

"My kitten? I giggled "Babe your monster is ready he is hard"

"MONSTER" he was laughing un controbally.. as well. We were able to make each other burst out laughing in the most strangest times I loved it I loved these things about him.

"open your legs for me Leah" I instantly got nervous. He was about to do it. I guess I was in my own world for a second I felt him rubbing between my legs. He was pulling my thong down slowly with his finger tips. I felt his warm fingers against me, I never had a guys hands our mouth against me down there. He slid my thong down to my ankles and slowly started to massaged my feet. I felt his lips and his teeth biting my heel of my foot.

..."Leah baby your so tense relax" He kissed right between my legs and I felt his lips against my pussy.

'"ughh fuck,fuck fuck fuck," His tongue dipped inside of me and I was pulling at his short brown hair as I wrapped my legs around his neck moaning out.

"it feels so good please please please don't stop" I was crying to him. His hand were rubbing against me I was panting and my body was shaking. His hands were digging into my ass and I was going crazy. This felt beyond amazing. His hand's were massaging my pussy or as he call it my "kitty". I was moaning his name so loud. Then I felt his finger slide in me and my legs tightened around his hand.

…...."Leah baby your so tight.." he was trying to push two of his finger's in me.

"OWWWWWWWWWWW Owww." I could feel myself ripping apart down there it stung. He pulled out his fingers and then began pushing just one finger in me. I felt myself pulling away in pain but it still felt good but the pain was unbearable. He grabbed my inner thigh pushing my legs up towards me. I knocked the lamp off the side table by accident the room was pitch dark. I was so wet but I felt so soar inside from his fingers. His mouth was on me then his fingers he kept mixing it up it was driving me crazy. I was ready I wanted him but at the same time I was freaking out on the inside.

"Ryan.. wait. WAIT. I need to tell you something I was moaning. I barely got the words out of my mouth but when I did I screamed I am a virgin "

I was so scared to tell him but I needed to. I was afraid. I couldn't see his face but the whole mood changed. My body was shaking I was out of breath my hands were sweaty and I could feel my tears building up I hugged the pillow over my face. He instantly pulled away from me,..

I felt him get off the bed I didn't know what he was doing or where he was going but he seemed pissed. I was laying there for two minutes before I climbed out of bed searching for the shirt he had given me. I found it and threw it on I walked towards the door which lead to an office in his very enormous room.

"Ryan please talk to me I am sorry I didn't tell you" He didn't turn around he was facing towards the window.

" I am sorry I didn't tell you I was scared, I didn't want to tell you but I was afraid.. please say something I am sorry" He didn't say anything.. I didn't expect him to be this pissed but fuck it I could see he didn't want me here. I still felt so out of it from all the drinks I had.

I walked away struggling to keep my balance. I grabbed my bag of things. I took my dress and got changed back into my dress it didn't take me long at all I ran to the elevator and was out of his (Castle in a matter of 10 minutes) I didn't even put my heels on I threw them in my bag. When I was outside of his gates I grabbed my phone it was about 1am. I didn't want to bother anyone. I was going to walk home it was a good 40 minute drive so the walk was going to be long as fuck. I didn't care I was so upset, to wasted. Everything was a joke in my life. I just wanted to hide myself in a ditch or camp out in a cave forever.

Thing's were always bad it couldn't possibly get any worse could it??


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