Chapter 5: Not used to this
I woke up surprisingly energized. This very rarely happens. I look around the apartment. Ah. I know where I am. I sit up and wipe my eyes and then yawn. When I open them, Aaron walks into the room with his pants hanging off his hips in a sexy way. You can see the sweat covering his muscular upper body. I just wanted to fucking lick it off. "Sorry I left you in here alone. I'm not exactly used to sleeping with anyone." I raised my eyebrow and he smiled.
"Sleeping next to someone." He corrected himself.
"It's fine. I didn't notice. Your bed is very comfortable."
"Yeah, I know. I was working out. I'm about to take a shower. Want to join me?" He asked. A smile appeared on my face. I nodded and he grabbed my hand and led me into the bathroom. He shut the door and then turned on the water.
His light brown eyes then looked to mine. "Undress me." He said smirking.
I got down on my knees and unbuttoned his pants and slowly pulled them down and then looked up at him. He steps out of his pants and then I slowly pull his boxers down. I was now face to face with his member and I look up at him. He helps me to my feet and motions with his head to the shower. I step into the water and he steps in after me. He closes the shower curtain.
He brings his hand to my face. "You're so sexy, Angie."
"You're just now realizing that?" I asked.
He smirks and shakes his head.
"Don't like compliments?"
"Hardly, sir." I answered. Aaron kisses me and then pulls back. "We're not in Dominant and submissive mode, baby. You don't have to call me sir right now."
"What about tonight?" I asked. A smile comes on his face. "No."
"I have to train you to only fuck with me, Angie. I'm going to see if you can handle it."
My eyes grew wide. Fuck.
"I can't….I can't handle it." I said. Aaron placed his fingers through my hair. "We'll see about that, Miss Harrison. Thing is, if you fail and go out to fuck someone else, I will punish you." He said matter-of-factly.
"That's not fair." I said. He smiles.
"Life isn't fair, baby. Accept that and move on."
I hit his back and he turned to me and smiled. He pressed hard against me and I felt his erection. I gasped as he brought my leg up to his waist. "Torture not having me inside you, isn't it?"
"Yes it is. Please."
He smiled and then turned to give me the soap. I sighed and grabbed it and rubbed it over my body. Aaron watched me as I did and I can see lust burning in his eyes. I continued to wash mainly between my legs to make him even harder than he already was.
"Don't think I don't know what you're doing." He said smirking.
"What am I doing?" I asked innocently.
"You're making me want you, Angie."
"I'm waiting for you to come get me." I said challenging him. He smiles.
"Nice try. But its starting now." He takes the soap from me and rubs it on himself. I let the water rinse me off and Aaron put the soap on a rack and let the water do the same to him. When we were done, he gave me a towel and got a towel for himself and wrapped it around his waist.
We both went back to his bedroom and I sat on the bed. Need coming to me again. I look up at him mentally begging for him to fuck me.
He leans against the dresser smiling. "I need it just as bad as you do. Trust me. But…this is a part of training. If I fuck you right now, then I wouldn't ever be able to tame you to be just mine."
"Can we please just start after a few minutes from now please, Aaron?" I asked.
Aaron smiles and shakes his head. "You've got to learn to control the urge, Angie. In the future, how do you expect to be in a relationship with someone if you fuck everything you see?"
I shake my head and run my fingers though my hair. "I don't give a shit about any relationships right now. All I want….I want you to fuck me." I said. Jesus. I was so horny. I couldn't even explain it.
"No." He said simply.
I sigh and close my eyes trying to get my head together. I open my eyes and look straight at him as I lay back and open my towel.
He stares at me and then closes his eyes. "Don't, Angie."
I slide my hand down my body slowly staring at him and then I stop at the lips of pussy and keep my eyes on him.
He walks over to me, positions himself on top of me and sink deep into me. I gasp and grab his shoulders. He moans with me and moves out slowly and back in. Oh fuck.
"Faster." I whisper and he obliges. He thrusts harder driving me over the edge. I wrap my legs around him holding him closely.
He kisses me softly and stroke hard against my hips. "Cum." He whispers.
No I want to feel this a little longer. I hold it in although its so damn hard.
"Cum, Angie." He whispers.
I shake my head but instead of holding it in like I wanted to, I explode around him crying out his name as I did. He followed right after me panting hard. I reached up and ran my fingers through his hair. I don't know why I did it, I just wanted to.
His breathing slows as he looks down at me. "You're getting punished tomorrow night for making me do that." He said.
"You seemed to like it." I said smiling at him.
"I did. Very much. I loved the release but it was wrong. I am supposed to be teaching you to resist."
"Looks like you're having problems with that too." I said. He smiles.
"I got it under control, Angie. You don't." He gets off of me and then goes to his drawer.
I sit up and looked down at my clothes from yesterday."
"Here." He throws me a shirt. It's huge of course. I put it on and look around in the bathroom for a rubber band.
When I find one, I bawl the shirt up in the back and tie the rubber band around it.
Then Aaron gives me a pair of his boxers which I also tie up.
When Aaron looks at me, his eyes grow wide. "You're not making this any easier for me."
I smirk. "What are you talking about?"
"Don't try to act innocent."
I smile and sit back on his bed.
I watch him as he puts on his dark red boxers and black pants and then black socks. Hmm. He must like the color black.
"What's your last name? I fucked you about four times now and I still don't know."
"Clarke." He answered.
"Aaron Clarke." I said testing it out. He turns and smiles at me.
"Middle name?" I ask.
He shook his head. "Oh no. I'm not telling you that."
I laugh. "What do guys have against that? Revealing their middle name."
"Because a lot of them are embarrassing. Like mine."
"Can't be worse than mine." I said lying back on his pillows.
He smirks. "Oh I know, Jay." He muttered. My eyes grew wide. Damn him.
"You stalk me don't you? Somehow you manage to pull up every piece of information there is about me."
"It was hardly managing. I looked up your twitter and Facebook page and….other things. I find information about all my submissives."
"Because you want to or is that one of your rules?"
"I have very little rules but yes, its one of them." He puts on a white t shirt and look to me.
"We're not doing anything tonight, Angie. Night one of the resistance. I'm going to take you home and if you fuck someone….I will know. And I'll punish you and it will hurt."
"But I can't re…"
"Do you try to?"
"Always." I answer.
Aaron walks over to me and leans over so our faces are inches apart. "If you fuck someone else, I will punish you and won't let you fuck anyone. Including myself."
"You're seriously going to cut me off from something I can't control?"
"You chose to get involved with me. You chose to be mine. Which is what you are." He brushed his lips against mine and I closed my eyes.
"Don't make me punish you, Angie. As much as it'll turn me on, I don't want to be disappointed at you. Can you be a good girl for me?" He asked.
I opened my eyes and nod.
He nods back and goes into the bathroom.
So he stalks me. Somehow, I feel more flattered than irritated about that.
Me and Aaron soon left his apartment and got into the car. I greeted Alfred and he nodded once at me and drove me home.
I had my clothes in a bag and looked to Aaron.
"What about your clothes?" I asked referring to the ones I was wearing. Aaron smirked.
"Keep them. Reminds you of who you belong to."
I blush and he kisses my cheek before I get out the car.
Guess it's going to stay there until I get in my house.
When I got in, I put my clothes in my hamper and sat down on my bed. Goddamn I just got tired. I can't believe he's really keeping me from….
Don't think about it. Don't think about it, Angie. It's just one day. You've went without it for a day before…….I think.
My cell phone beeps and I look over at it. I forgot I left that there.
I get up and grab it.
I open the message and frown.
Re: Keep your legs closed
Angie, I'm serious about what I said. I have about two people watching your house, so they're monitoring where you go and who you let in….literally.
I sighed. Really? He is a fucking stalker. I shook my head and texted back.
Re: Legs can be as open and wide as they want to be.
Don't try to control me. I may be yours but I'm still my own person, Clarke.
I press "send" and sat my phone down. I inhale the scent of his shirt on my body. It feels comfortable and I just lie down and try to focus on something other than the obvious.
My phone beeps again and I get up and grab it and then lay back down.
I open the message.
Re: Using last names are we?
Well, Harrison, remember you said that. Tomorrow, you'll be begging me to stop.
You'll be writhing underneath me. I can guarantee that.
He's making me horny and I start to wonder if it's intentional.
I close my eyes and breathe out. There's the feeling. The urge and it's so powerful. I feel like exploding right now.
Right fucking now.
Instead of doing what I so desperately need, I decide to text back.
You're intentionally making me wet. Stop it!!! Unless you want to lose a slave.
I press send and look up as someone knocks on my door. I stand up with my phone in my hands and go to my door. I look out the window and it Kenneth. I roll my eyes and unlock, then open the door.
"Adam is going insane." He said as he walked in the house. My phone beeps again as I close the door.
I glance at it before looking back at Kenneth.
"What do you mean?" I ask.
"He's over my house. He's fucking depressed thanks to his slutty ex-girlfriend."
I lean against the door and fold my arms. What do you want me to do?" I ask. My phone beeps again and I ignore it.
"Go talk to him. He's crying, Angie. Show a little sensitivity."
"I love him, Kenneth. I love him…but I can't just…..he can't accept me and I can't control it. I…" I step towards him and he steps back and shakes his head. "I won't hurt him anymore."
"I hate hurting him but he doesn't want to be with me."
"Like hell he doesn't. Look, there is a party coming up on the fifthteenth. Please….please go and just talk to him."
"I was at the store yesterday and he didn't say a word to me."
"Angie….please. Go to the party and talk to him."
"What kind of party?"
"Black and White party held at the Hatton Hotel."
"I didn't get an invite and I doubt that I ever will." My phone buzzes again and I sighed.
Kenneth looks at my phone and then to me. "You have someone else that quick, don't you?"
"He didn't want me and I had to move on."
"He does want you, stupid."
"One, I'm not stupid. Two, if he wants me, he can come talk to me and lastly, get out."
"You're a selfish bitch you know that?"
"Yeah. Dually noted. Bye bye." I moved from the door and Kenneth opened the door and then slammed it shut making me jump.
The phone beeps again and I quickly attend to the messages.
I go to the last one.
Tommy and Frank told me they saw a gentlemen enter and exit your house. No need to explain yourself. You're getting your punishment tomorrow night for sure. Be prepared.
I sigh. Fuck. I forgot there were people watching my house. I hardly knew the guy and he had people watching me.
I text back.
Re: That gentlemen
That gentleman was a friend of my ex-boyfriend. He just came to tell me that my ex wanted to talk to me.
I press send and almost immediately got a response back.
Re: Planning on quitting?
Want to quit and go back to him?
I texted back.
Re: What do you think?
No. I'm rather satisfied with where I am now.
Do I still get punished even though I obviously didn't break a rule?
I hit send.
He texted back insta ntly.
I'm about tempted to, Angie. I want to see how much you can take. But you have to actually do something to earn it.
Some part of me wanted to know what it feels like.
I actually want to ask for it. Oh what the hell am I doing? I agreed to this shit and now I have a whole lot of kinky ideas going through my mind…..thanks to him.
Re: Asking is out of the question?
What if I ask you to punish me?
I sent the message and seconds later, he responded back.
I'm on my way to a meeting, Angie.
Don't make me hard.
And no, asking is not out of the question. I'll punish you if that's what you want tomorrow night.
And I cannot wait.