Author's note: I was inspired by NikkiLibby to write a stripper story. I loved hers so much so i decided to make one as well. I hope you guys enjoy these first three chapters. And please comment.
Chapter 1: My life
Every time I'm on the pole, I think about the same thing. Over and over and over.
I can remember back to that day.
Closing my eyes, I let my mind wander back to that day.
I remember at age twelve sitting on top of my step dad looking anywhere but at him trying to get through the pain as he penetrated through me.Letting out a low throaty groan, he placed his hands on my hips. I kept my breasts covered with my arms. I was so embarrassed. My cheeks burned red."Remember what I told you." He whispered. My eyes finally meet his and tears immediately spilled out. "I'm scared." I whispered. "It feels good." He whispers back. But it doesn't. He threatened me if I screamed and I wanted to. I never felt anything as alien as this feels. I never felt so much pain and I just begged for it to end. "It hurts." I whimpered. "Once you start to move, I promise you it'll feel good." He said.He pulled me up and slowly slammed me back down on him. It hurts so bad. Gasping and whimpering, I shut my eyes tight. "Take you arms down, let me see you." He whispered. I slowly took my arms away and expose myself and he made me put my hands on his chest. "Keep going baby." He whispered shutting his eyes again. He helped me lift up and slam back on him. Pain just ripped right though my body and even as I silently cried in front of him, he kept moaning.He did come in me but I never got pregnant. I hit puberty late and didn't get my period until the age of fifteen. My mother was never around to find out. So it went on and on.
Until now. I shut my eyes as I back up against the pole before throwing my head back and shutting my eyes as my hands reach up, gripping the pole and slowly slide down them down.
Turning, facing the pole, I hop up and wrap my legs around it and throw my head back once again and let the music in the background seduce me.
The room changed from black to red, to white and I unstrapped my corset and dropped it on the floor as I gripped the pole again sliding my hands down looking out to my audience. All the men looked back to me quite infatuated with the scene in front of them. And some part of me was happy about it. It felt good to feel sexy even after all the shit I went through.
I picked up the singles and put them into my thong before leaving the stage to go to the back.
My boss Claudia looked to me. "You did good tonight."
"Thanks." I said giving her the money.
"You can go home now. You did fantastic. I think you gave every guy out there a hard on." Claudia smiled wickedly and I returned a smile. "Thanks."
"Your sexy earnings." She said and smirked as she gave me my money. "Thank you."
She nodded once and I walked out of the building and sighed as I leaned against the brick wall.
I walked out of the alley and got into my car and drove home in my white Honda accord.
I had it since I was sixteen and now I am twenty six and its still in good shape.
I drive home and kick my uncomfortable stilettos off as I enter the house.
I was greeted by my babies. Well….my dogs. Baby, and Bella. Bella was a white and beige Shih Tzu and Baby was a Yorkshire Terrier. They followed me into my bedroom. I could hear their small paws hitting the floor. I opened my bedroom door and turned on the light. Baby jumped onto my bed and Bella shortly followed.
I smiled at them as they took over my bed and both laid on their bellies like that was their bed.
"How is mommy's girls?" I asked. Baby rolled over to her back and I giggled.
"I missed you." I rubbed her belly and then Bella's back.
I took a bath and slipped on some panties and a big t shirt. I pulled my covers back and got into my bed and Baby crawled on top of my stomach and just laid there staring at me though her huge eyes. I smiled at her. "What are you doing right here?" I cooed.
She laid her head on her paws.
Well, looks like I'm her pillow.
Bella was at the edge of the bed looking at us.
I made a kissing noise and patted the spot next to me. "Come here, girl." I urged her. She pranced over next to me and laid down and I ran my fingers through her soft fur.
I soon fell asleep.
When I woke up, it was almost two in the afternoon. Rubbing my eyes, I looked around and Baby was now on the side of me and Bella was on the other side. "Good morning." I said while rubbing them gently.
Taking a shower, I put on some clothes, fed the dogs and grabbed my purse as I went outside.
I drove into the town and picked up a smoothie as I walked down the sidewalk.
Sipping the smoothie, I began checking my messages wondering if my best friend called me or texted me.
Melissa was twenty seven, blonde, bisexual, and an epileptic.
She's been one for years and it sucked but she always pulled through.
"Excuse me." I turned to see a man with bright eyes, dark brunette hair and a smile on his face. It made me blush.
"Do I know you?" He asked.
I shrugged and shook my head. "No. I don't…think so."
He walked closer to me. "Oh. Well I'm sorry."
"It's fine." I said. He smiled and I slowly turned and continued down the street and to the car.
My phone beeped and I answered it.
"Hello whore." I said smiling.
"Hello back, bitch." Melissa said.
"Yep. Doctor said I can get the hell out of here in a few days. Can't wait. I need sex."
That makes two of us.
"Why'd you stop taking your meds?"
"I don't know."
"You know what'll happen if you stop taking them. I care about you and as your friend and ex lover, I want you to take the meds."
"Okay, mother." She snapped. I chuckled. "Get some rest, bitch."
"You too, slut." We both hung up and I threw my phone into the seat and drove off.
I changed into my lace-up corset with ruffle panties and thigh high stockings. I took my hair out of its braid and laced up my over the knee high boots.
Claudia leaned against the window with a cigarette between her fingers.
She had the look of a drag queen and she owned it. "Go do your thing." She said in her low raspy voice.
Nodding, I push the curtains aside and breathe as I walk out onto the stage.
Two other girls, Madison and Nicky were out there on the other poles and I walked over to Madison who eyes me seductively and smiles.
I grab onto the pole that she has a grip on and I smile as she leans in close to me. Our lips brush just slightly and she lets go of the pole and walks behind me and pulls me against her. I throw my head back on her shoulder and her teeth grazes my neck.
The show makes the men cheer for us. The song slows to a soft beat right in tune with me and Madison's movements. It's a floor show and we've got it.
Shutting my eyes again while I'm being fondled by Madison….I can't help but to go back to another day.
My step dad was laying on top of me looking down at me. "Your mother is upstairs. Be quiet." He whispered as he placed his hand over my mouth. I was now thirteen and whimpering underneath his hand. I nodded quiet while he lifted my leg up high and held me down. Trying my hardest to keep quiet and keeping my tears in, he slid in and out of me staring in my eyes which made it all the more worst.
I open my eyes back and I turn to the pole, grab it, and flip upside down against it. Gripping the pole still, I swing my body around and down it and my stilettos hit the floor as I breathe out and close my eyes. Leaning against it, I bring my hands up and slide down it in a slow sensual motion. When I open my eyes and look down to the audience, I see the guy. The guy I saw earlier who was staring at me in awe.
I suddenly blushed and shut my eyes again.
I lay on the red carpeted stage, the music carrying on, and the room going from red, to black and then purple back to red.
I lift my leg all the way up so that it's all the way inches from my head. Singles get thrown at me and I collect them and put them into my ruffle panties and into my corset.
I glance at the man one last time before going back stage.
Claudia is staring at Minnie while she dresses. "I like the green better than the pink."
Minnie nods. "Me too. The pink is too dark."
"Yes. You look perfect." Minnie blushes and kisses Claudia briefly on the lips before pulling the curtains and walking out.
Claudia looked to me. I stared back into her eyes. Ice blue with heavy eye liner going around it. "You look like you can use a drink."
"I can." I shrugged. Claudia blew smoke out of her lips and nose before going to the closet and giving me a silk black robe.
I nod while I open the door and go out where the audience of men were. I went straight to the bar and asked for a Gin and Tonic.
The bartender, Jerry nodded.
Turning, I saw the man again and he was standing inches away from me. "You're here. Are you stalking me?" I asked.
He smiled. "No. I come here sometimes. To get off stress."
"Yeah, watching naked women dance around relieves stress." I said sarcastically. He smiled.
"I'm Ellis Deroone."
I smiled as Jerry handed me my Gin and Tonic while winking at me. "Karlie Morris." I said as I threw it back.
"Karlie Morris. What are you doing working at a place like this?" He asked.
I shrugged. "Pays the bills."
Ellis tapped his fingers on the bar.
"So….what do you want?" I asked over the music.
"To talk to you."
"Why? Have a hard-on?" I asked. Ellis smiled. "Maybe. But I'd also like to know more about you."
"Why?" I asked.
He shrugged. "You seem to really get lost with yourself in the dance. You like it?"
"I rather be here than where I was fourteen years ago."
"On top of my step dad." I said. Ellis's eyes widened. I closed my eyes. "I'm sorry."
"No," He shook his head and licked his lips. "I'm just not used to receiving personal information like that within a minute of talking to someone for the first time."
"I'm use to people not caring so it just comes out now."
"Was it willing or…"
"Unwilling." I mouthed. Ellis sighed. "Same with my sister. She moved in with my grandparents when she was a teenager."
"Yeah. Messed up."
I look back to Jerry. "A gin and tonic for the gentlemen." I said. Jerry nodded once and went to pour the drink.
I looked back to Ellis who had his eyes on mine focusing on me. "I want to know more." I admitted. His eyebrows raised. "Really?" I nodded as Jerry sat his drink down. Ellis grabbed it, threw it back and smiled. "Come on." We got into the corner and sat on the bean bags.
"Why do you suddenly want to know more?" He asked. I shrugged. "I don't know." I said. He smiled. "You're not listening expecting me to give you another single are you?"
I smile shyly and shake my head.
He sighs. "My sister is three years younger than me. I had a shitty, abusive step dad who would go into her room and…mess with her. All he did was beat me and her but never Tyler. Tyler is my brother and my step dad treated him like he was a king and me…I was his fucking servant." He shook his head and then looked pass me. "Speak of the devil." I turned to see another man, in a completely black suit. His eyes dark and smoldering. Almost a dark seductive look permanently pierced on his face. He slid his jacket off and threw it on one of the bean bags. Then his eyes met mine.
Smirking, he walked over to me and Ellis. "Hello little brother." He said in the most sarcastic smooth voice I've ever heard.
"Hello little girl." He said looking down at me.
I look away blushing from his gaze.
"We're talking. Go away." Ellis flicked him away.
Tyler sighs. "Oh god. Are we really going through this again. Isn't this scene a little too familiar?" He asked with a crooked smile on his face.
Ellis glared at him.
"You followed me here." Ellis said.
Tyler pursed his lips. "No. Who can pass up a room filled with naked girls dancing? Seriously?"
"Apparently not you."
"Not you either. I see you have one with you. Use a condom." He said nodding before slipping his hands in his pants and walking the other way.
Ellis sighed. "He just ruined my buzz." Ellis said and I smiled.
"We can go back to my place." I offered. Ellis closed his eyes and sighed. "We won't talk when we get there, will we?" He asked. I shook my head and stood up.
Ellis stood up with me and I told him to wait while I went to the back.
Claudia, looking fabulous and as a drag queen, she sat on the leather couch with her legs crossed and smoking from her cigarette holder. She always did say she admired the woman from one hundred dalmations. They can almost be twins. I take off my lingerie and slip my jeans back on, my bra, and then my shirt.
"Getting laid tonight?" She asked.
"None of your business." I said/ Claudia smirked. "Oh…okay. I see how we play it."
I wrinkled my nose at her before grabbing my jean jacket and exiting out of the room. Right as I come out, Tyler is leaning against the wall next to the door looking at me with those dark eyes. "What's your name?' He asked.
"I don't have one." I said and he smiled.
"Feisty." He whispered.
"Very." I said.
"Be careful. My brother is a softie. Might not even last a minute."
"I can guarantee you don't last a second." I said.
"Are you challenging me?" He asked. He pulled himself off the wall and towards me as I backed into the wall.
"No." I answer/
"Because we can test that out." He smirks while eyeing my cleavage and his seductive eyes come back to mine.
"I rather test it out with your brother." I said.
Tyler sighed. "Fine." He whispered stepping back. I throw my scarf around me and walk to Ellis whose eyes me.
"Are you okay?"
I nod and me and him leave out of the building.