Chapter 6: There's nothing perect about us
I watched Taiya dance around in my over sized button down shirt as I sat back and watched her.
"I love this song." She said breathless.
I watched as she twirled around in her heels.
She was just….beautiful.
Long brunette hair falling pass her huge breasts and lower than her waist.
Eyes that were the color of chocolate. Very slim body, smooth milky skin, long legs.
When the song ended, Taiya slipped the heels off and came to sit by me and propped her feet up in my lap.
"Tell me about her."
My gaze at her turned into a full-on glare.
"The look you get whenever you talk about her or her name is mentioned."
I sigh and lean my head back against the couch. "I get really mad whenever she's mentioned."
"Why? You don't talk about her with anyone?"
"That's why. Because you have all that pain and shit built in. Why don't you tell anyone about her?"
"Because no one but me and my brother knows she's dead."
Taiya's eyebrows shot up. "What?"
Oh god. Here we go. "Fuck it, Taiya. Nevermind." I moved her feet out of my lap and got up and went to the kitchen.
I open the refrigerator and I hear her footsteps.
I close the fridge after I get a bottle of wine out. I sat it on the counter as Taiya sat on a breakfast stool.
"Why'd she have such a big impact on you, AJ?" she asked.
I turned and glared at her. "Why do you keep asking about her? She's none of your fucking concern, Taiya."
"Look, We've fucked like five times now. And I'm your submissive now, don't you think we should know more about each other?"
She had a point.
"Okay. Fine. But Renee is a subject we won't discuss."
Taiya nodded. "Fine."
"You start." I said as I grabbed two wine glasses out of the cabinet.
Taiya sighs. "So, my mom was dead-beat. She left us when we were like ten. She left me and my sister with my dad. Big mistake."
"Why?" I asked as I poured her a glass of wine and handed it to her.
She shrugged. "Because….he wasn't a very good dad."
"What he was abusive?"
She scoffed before taking a sip. "More than that, remember when I said I lost my virginity at fifteen?"
I nodded, leaning oven the kitchen island to look her in her eyes.
"It was taken from me." She said, taking a longer sip.
"Your dad raped you."
She nodded. "It's not a big deal though. I know that stuff happens to a lot of young girls."
"And you say its not a big deal."
She chuckled. "It isn't. I got over it a long time ago. I don't even remember a lot of it. Anyway, it was like a pattern between me and Tia. He'd beat her and fuck me. Eventually, neighbors been noticing loud screams at night. And every time me and Tia left the house, we looked way too skinny, starving, dirty, neglected so child services came, placed us in a foster home. I didn't get along with the mom. So I ran away and Tia did too.
Then we eventually got in contact with my mother's sister so we stayed with her until we got old enough, saved enough money from our shitty summer jobs, we bought a house and are still working at shitty jobs so….that right there is my life, Mr. Jericho. Now it's your turn."
And I thought I had a fucked up childhood.
Truth is, Taiya was beyond as fucked up as me….and I liked it.
She never tried to be perfect.
She's felt pain and its made her stronger.
Now if she can handle my story.
"Well my story is like yours only reversed. I had a dead-beat dad. And he left me, Joey, and Shane.
Joey had a different dad. None of us liked my mother, Sharon. She was neglecting us.
Shane ran away from home. Me and Joey were in mental institutions for different reasons and that's pretty much it."
"When did you become a dominant?"
I shrugged. "Around high school."
She shook her head. "No way. High school?"
"I was a senior and I had a freshmen as my first submissive. She was really bad at it. Lasted for a week."
"I'm sure there were plenty of other girls who would have been."
"There was. It's amazing what looks can do to girls."
Taiya smirked. "I'm hardly affected."
"Hardly?" I asked.
"So what drew you to me?"
She shrugged. "You just…."
"Gave off a dangerous vibe. I like that." She said.
"You're dangerous period."
"You're the one who enjoys tying up girls. Did you ever tie her up?"
Leave it to her to ruin a good moment.
"A couple times and I told you I don't want to talk about her."
"You're obviously hurting, AJ. I know you loved her. I admire any girl whose able to get you to show your sweet side."
I shook my head and looked away from her. I never had a sweet side.
"I wanted to marry her. I never believed in true love….ever. That shit was so phony to me. You know, she didn't have a fucked up childhood like I did, but she understood. She sat and listened to my fucked-upness and loved me anyway. Regardless of the shit I did to her."
"What'd you do?"
"Taiya…don't ask me another damn thing about her. It's pissing me off."
"It's pissing me of why you're holding it in."
"Because the shit between me and her is confidential. Did I ever ask you about your love life?"
"I've never been in love so I have no love life."
"Gee, I wonder why. Maybe it's because you're so damn nosy." I said.
She glared at me. "Maybe. Or maybe its because every guy I get involved with turns out to be an asshole."
"I'm done talking about Renee. I'm done talking about my past. Done."
I took my glass and sipped the wine.
Taiya's brown eyes went to the floor.
"Are you mad at me?" I asked.
Her eyes met mine. "No. Just don't be a jerk, okay? I've had enough of those in my life."
I sighed. "Don't be a bitch. My mother is a big enough one and I don't see the need in another."
She smirked. "Do your subs meet your mom?"
He shakes his head. "They're in my life to please me…not her."
"You're very stubborn."
"I know. Get on the island."
"What?" She asked.
"The island…get on it….now." I ordered.
She smiled slightly before setting her glass down on the island. She turned in the stool and hoisted herself onto the kitchen island and turned to face me. She spreaded both legs so I was in between them and stared into my eyes.
"Now what?" She mouthed. Her brown eyes on mine.
I stared at her, I stepped back to look at her and grabbed the knife from off the kitchen counter. She got out of lust mode and became alert. "The hell are you doing?" She asked.
"Calm down. I'm not going to stab you or anything."
She eyed the knife.
I moved the shirt up her thighs, until the bottom was bunched up at her waist. All she had on was a black thong and I used the knife to rip it off the sides.
When it was on pieces on the floor, I made her lay back.
I ducked down and my tongue went to her cunt, licking and sucking her clit. And making her wetter and wetter. She smelled and tasted good.
Her fingers go through my hair pushing me deeper into her pussy and she gasps when my tongue goes inside her.
Her leg goes over my shoulder as I lick around and inside of her tight cunt.
As I lap up her juices, I bring my head up to look at her.
The buttons on the shirt are undone and she's playing with her breasts and moaning.
Nothing turns me on more that what I'm seeing right now.
"Tell me you want me, Taiya."
"I want you, AJ. So bad." She whispered and closed her eyes.
I went back down, burying my face in her pussy. I stick two fingers deep within her while my tongue continues stroking her wet clit.
"Oh please…AJ….I'm gonna cum." She moaned. Her hips went up to meet my fingers,
And she cried out as I pumped my fingers in and out faster, while my tongue caressed her clit, lapping up her sweet juices.
I knew she was close.
"Please." She whispered.
My tongue went to the lips of her pussy and I sucked on the lips and she gasped, pulling my hair again while my palm began rubbing her sensitive clit.
She pushed against my hand hard.
I felt her beginning to tighten up.
She gasped as she came hard onto my tongue, moaning.
And she tasted sweet. Wet and sweet.
I lapped it up until she was clean and brought my head back up.
She was completely at my mercy.
Her eyes watery.
She sat up, pushed her fingers through my hair and pulled me to her lips.
I nipped at her bottom lip and she opened my mouth to invite herself in. I stroked her tongue with mine.
"See how good you taste?" I whisper against her lips.
She nods and bite my bottom lip and brings me against her body and starts grinding against the erection in my boxers.
"Please." She breathes and whimpers.
The friction feels unbelievably good.
I grind back against her naked pussy.
She nods. "Please." She whispered, grinding harder. All it takes is a few pushes inside of her tight little cunt and I'll just explode.
Or should I just fuck her mouth?
Just as I deliberate to fuck her, my phone rings.
I stop grinding and sigh. "That might be Joey. I have to get that."
She nods and sits back as I walk away.
I walk into the living room and grab my phone from the table.
I looked at the caller ID and it said: UNKNOWN.
"It's Shane." Fucking perfect.
Taiya comes in the room.
I sigh and take the phone from my ear. "You can go now."
She gave me a look that said she was clearly pissed off. I didn't care though. I sat down and put the phone back to my ear. "What?" I asked.
Taiya was gathering her clothes and getting dressed right in front of me.
"Jodie ran away."
"I need her back."
"Don't you have enough girls. You're lucky I'm even fucking talking to you."
"She stole my cell phone."
"Track her then."
"I did. She's smart to be thirteen."
"So what the hell do you expect from me?"
"I tried calling on the cell she stole she won't answer so you try and lure her back to the house and keep her held so I can come pick her up."
"I'm starting to notice that you're more insane than I am." I said putting my feet up on the coffee table.
Taiya glared at me and I just gave her an innocent wave knowing it would piss her off more.
She shook her head. "Fuck you." She said before walking out the door.
"Not likely, brother. I'm not the one who put every girl I get involved with in the hospital."
My eyebrows furrowed. "You're a prolific rapist, Shane. What makes you better than me?"
"I can hide my mess better than you. Is Nate aware yet?"
I almost growled.
Now every and any one can see why Shane is the most hated person I know.
"You're the one that killed Jenna. Your own daughter. You're so sick."
"She wouldn't let me get to Renee."
"All you wanted was to fuck her. And you did. You ended up killing her so are you happy for yourself?"
"You'll never forgive me, will you?"
Shane chuckled. "Call me when you find her, Alan."