Chapter 3: Foreplay
My heart picked up from alertness of danger.
"You can't." I shook my head.
"Because…I like Keifer."
"So?" He stands up, loosening his belt as he looks down at me.
"Trent…" I scooted back. He grabbed my leg and brought me closer to him.
He leans toward me, his face has a look of determination.
I lean back.
I was now full blown scared. I had to call Keifer's name. "KEIF-" Trent stopped my screaming by placing a hand over my mouth and his body presses down on mine.
I try to bring my legs up and kick him but he holds them down by holding his knees down on my thighs.
He's heavy on me.
"Trent-" My voice strains as I try to reason with him.
He might be drunk from the club.
He pushed his body down on me and I felt him hard in his pants.
"Keifer!" I call, still trying to push Trent off of me.
The door burst open and I can't see who it is but Trent is suddenly pulled off of me and thrown down on the floor.
It's Keifer, and he's pissed.
I sit up and hug the covers to my body, my eyes watering from relief.
Keifer pulls Trent by his shirt. "The fuck are you doing?"
Trent, looking drowsy shakes his head. "Just trying to have some fun."
Keifer glares at him. "Does she look like she wants you? No. She's scared. Stay away from her, Trent. I fucking mean it."
"Alright, alright, man." He nods.
Keifer lets go of him and pushes him out of the room and slams the door shut.
He turns to meet my gaze and I suddenly feel humiliated.
"Are you okay?" He asked as he climbed onto the bed with me.
I nod. "I'm fine. Just shaken up sort of."
"I should have put you in a room closer to me. Trent has issues. Strong issues. I can't stand it if he touches you. I came this close to killing him. Seriously."
"I'm just glad you got here on time." I nodded.
He ran his fingers through his hair. "Yeah, things could have been much worst. What the hell happened anyway?"
I leaned against the headboard. "He came in and asked me if I wanted for him to leave me alone. I said yeah and he said only if he gets to take my virginity."
Keifer sighs. "I don't what the hell is wrong with him. I hope Lilly finally comes to her senses and kick the bastard out."
"Thank you for saving me a second time."
He smirked as he laid back against the headboard with me. "It's beginning to be a habit. I don't mind."
"Can you stay with me tonight?" I asked.
Keifer nodded. "I kinda already planned to. Trent is wasted as shit and he could try anything."
I laid down on the pillow with my body facing his way.
He was sitting up against the headboard, arms folded looking down at me, waiting for me to go to sleep first.
His eyes looked into mine and mine to his. Brown to Light blue.
I shut my eyes.
"Would you care if I spooned with you?"
I shook my head.
He came down beside me, laying down, sliding his arm underneath me and pulling my body against his.
His body was warm and I just wrapped my leg over his and laid on his chest.
I did want to lean up and have his lips on mine…or on any other part of me.
The thought makes me inhale a long breath. I was just violated and here I am wanting to kiss Keifer.
"What's wrong?" He asked.
"Nothing. I'm just tired."
"You don't snore do you?" He asked.
I chuckled. "No. Do you?"
He was silent.
"Then you can't spoon with me." I playfully tried to get away from him but he kept me firmly in his hands.
I giggled. "Or I'll get used to it."
"You better." He said playfully.
I snuggled into his chest and closed my eyes, drifting to sleep.
When I woke up, The sun was just beaming. I turned my head and I was welcomed with a shirtless Keifer.
He really likes being shirtless.
It was okay though. He looked good shirtless. I bit my lip looking down at his abs.
I wanted to run my fingers across them.
I looked to his eyes and they were closed.
I picked my hand up and hover it over his skin at first, starting from his neck, sliding my hands down.
My fingers caress his smooth skin, down to his stomach and his hand grabs mine. I lock eyes with his light blue eyes and I shrink back.
I try to pull my hand away but Keifer didn't let me.
He pulls me on him, his hands on my hips as he makes me straddle him.
I look down at him and he leans up, our lips meet and I allow myself to get lost in this kiss.
His lips are moving with mine, both of us are breathing hard.
His fingers are feeling on my thighs and underneath the t-shirt I have on. And after every touch was a chilling sensation at the same time my skin was hot.
Everything from last night melted away.
I never thought it would feel so good to kiss someone in such a sloppy way.
I mean I kissed my ex but it was nothing like this.
Nothing like it.
Keifer combs my hair with his fingers, grips a handful and pulls it back as he sits up so we're nose-to-nose sitting up now.
I'm aching for more at this point.
And I'm not the only one ,his bulge is pressing against my pussy.
Our lips break and I look at him. He sucks in a breath and shakes his head. His lips brush against mine and to my jaw, to my chin and down to my neck where his lips kiss me, making me moan.
Another kiss to the other side, under my chin, and his tongue darts out and licks the flesh of my neck and I moan again.
Everything in me focuses on one thing.
I brought my lips to his once and kiss around his jaw, savoring the smell of him and I travel down farther, just anxious to taste him.
My nose brushes against the side of his neck and I kiss him there, and to the very top of his abs.
He groans and forced my lips to his again, harder and sloppier than before.
His hand snakes between where our bodies meet and its over me.
His fingers are over my clit.
I push myself more into his hand, and begin rocking myself back and forth. It awakes things inside of me and I began panting and gasping with the movement.
"That feels…." I whisper before I shut my eyes and continue rocking against his hand, letting him rub my clit.
I started to feel helpless and more than anything nervous about what's about to come.
I never felt this before. I wanted to explore it more though.
My breath became shallow and louder.
A tingling feeling intense, mind numbing, start to rise in me.
"Oh, Kiefer." I moan and rock harder against his hand until I…
I gasp and moan loudly as I feel my release and tense in his lap. I stop rocking and he slides his hand from underneath me.
"You okay?" He asked.
I nodded. "Yeah." I whisper.
"I think Lilly is downstairs making breakfast. We should go."
I nod. "Okay."
Keifer leans forward and kisses me.
I kiss him back before getting off of his lap.
He bends down and picks his shirt up and put it on his body.
"When did you take off your shirt?"
"Middle of the night," He answers. "It was too hot so I pulled it off."
I got up and pulled on my jeans from the other night.
Keifer reaches for my hand and I grab it before he opens the door and we walk out.
We walk down the stairs together and I hear voices. My cheeks flush as we got closer towards the voice.
In my head, I imagine them hearing what was going on upstairs a few minutes ago.
Keifer and I go into the kitchen and Lily smiles at us.
Rae's sitting next to her, frowning as soon as she sees me.
Marcy is playing with her hair while sitting with Rae.
Little Ivy was sitting in a high chair beside Lilly.
And thankfully Trent was nowhere to be found.
"Where's Trent?" Keifer asked as he went to get plates for us.
I sat down on the other side of Lilly.
"I kicked him out," Lilly said. "I heard about what happened last night," She looked to me. "Are you okay, sweetie?"
I nodded. "Yes, I'm fine. Thank you."
Rae glared at me. I guess she doesn't like her mom sharing love with me. I looked away from her and to Keifer as he brought me a plate of food over.
He sat next to me and we started eating.
After we were done, I took a shower.
I didn't feel like talking to Trent, especially after the shit he tried to pull with Kris.
Lilly said she kicked him out last night and I knew exactly where to find him.
I went up to the porch stairs of this little abandoned house. I use to hang out here with my friends but stopped after a while.
I took the key out my pocket and opened the door.
I heard sniffing as I walked in and shut the door.
The lights were off but I could see candle-light coming from the other room.
I followed the light and I saw Trent laying on the couch, there was no doubt in my mind he was high.
I stopped at the doorframe.
"What're you doin here?"
I stared him down. "I was about to say you can come back home unless you put your hands on Kris again."
He gave a low laugh. "I don't give a fuck about that slut."
I glared at him.
Calm down, Keif. Calm down. This is your cousin. Given, that doesn't mean you can't fuck him up.
"She's not a slut."
"She was begging me to touch her last night, Keifer. She is a slut, trust me. And I know a lot."
I walked in the room fully and sat in the chair that was across from the couch that Trent was laying on. "Okay, you're full of shit but continue." I said as I started rocking in the chair.
"I came into her room after we got back from the club and I told her goodnight."
"And that's all you went in there for?" I asked.
He nodded. "Yeah,"
I rolled my eyes. Trent goes into a girl's room just to say goodnight. Highly unlikely.
"Anyway, she told me to come in and shut the door. And I did just that."
"Yep, I bet you did." He actually think I'm buying this. Just when I thought Trent couldn't get any lower.
"I did. She asked me to kiss her, so I did. Then she asked me to fuck her."
"If that was the case, she wouldn't have screamed for me to help her."
Trent sat up on his elbows. "No, she pretended because she was scared of us getting caught And if you caught us, you wouldn't have let her stay."
"Lilly is letting her stay and you're a bullshit liar. Lilly was right to kick you out." I stood up and Trent stood up, made his way around the coffee table to stand face-to-face to me.
"You're such a mama's boy, Keifer. You stand right behind Lilly in anything. She's about to start controlling you. You and that little bitch you're fucking with."
Without hesitation, I grabbed him by his shirt, my anger kicking in as I pushed him hard against the wall.
"Get the fuck off me." He growled. He got his fist back and thrashed it into my nose.
The blow made me let go of him and hold my nose.
I wiped the blood away and looked back at him.
"Go cry to mommy." He smirked and sat back down.
I glared at him. "Don't show your face back at the house. Ever."
Trent chuckled. "We'll see about that."
I wanted to punch the hell out of his face but decided against it. I turned around and walked out the door and slammed it.
I walked down the stairs, disappointed that I let Trent get to me. In my book of people I care about Trent is on the bottom. Kris is higher up than he is and I just met this girl two days ago.
And I defended her.
I don't normally defend girls I just met.
But I knew why else I defended her, its obvious I like her.
But if only she really knew the shit that's going on with my family, I don't even know if she'd like me back.
I mean what we did earlier, did the both of us do it because we both feel the same way or was it just in the heat of the moment?
The last whore I had feelings for was Lessa Grey.
Why is she a whore? She let Trent into her bed, and the guy that I used to be best friends with….that's over now. Who would fuck a guy and then his cousin? That's just fucking disgusting.
But I told myself not to get involved with anyone.
I mean, I can fuck around with girls but not get too involved.
I may be in for some trouble though, because I can feel in my heart that I wanna get involved with Kristen.
I was in the kitchen, washing dishes with Lilly. I wanted to contribute something.
She handed me a dish to rinse off.
"I think Keifer likes you." She said.
I blushed. He kind of showed me he did earlier this morning.
"Really?" I tried to play it off.
She nodded. "Yep. He's so defensive about you. He hasn't been defensive about anyone since his ex."
"Keifer is really sweet. I think I like him too."
Lilly smiled. "Good. I'm glad he's finally aiming towards the smart, pretty and undamaged ones. His normal type are the trashy, slutty types. Like his last one, Lessa. God, that girl was just….she was a mess."
Lilly nodded and handed me another dish to rinse.
"Worst girlfriend he's ever had and he was stuck to this whore like glue, Kristen."
Jeez, Lilly never cusses in front of me and she must have really hated Lessa.
Lilly nodded. "And he had every reason in the world to. This girl slept with him and Trent."
My eyes widened. Is that what Trent expected from me? For me to sleep with both him and Keifer? Of course if opportunity appeared like it did this morning, I'd choose Keifer.
"Then she got pregnant."
My eyes got even bigger if it was possible.
"What?" My voice got caught in my throat.
Lilly nodded. "However, Keifer was a hundred percent sure the baby was his. I guess she wanted him to deny it or something because as soon as he told her he'll take care of it rather it was his or Trent's kid, Lessa got the baby aborted."
"Oh damn is right." She nodded.
"He doesn't deserve that."
Lilly looked at me. "He really doesn't. Keifer has always had a good heart….always."
The door opened and I turned.
Keifer walked in with blood coming out of his nose.
"What happened to you?" I asked.
"Trent is what happened to me." He wiped his nose with the back of his hand.
Lilly sighed and got a paper towel from the rack and wet it.
She gave it to me and then disappeared into the other room.
Keifer threw his keys on the kitchen table and sat down.
I walked over and held the paper towel against his nose. "Lean your head back to stop the bleeding."
I pinched his nose with the paper towels.
He did as I said and closed his eyes.
"You got in a fight?"
"Defending you, hell yeah."
"He called you a slut and then said you were trying to get him to fuck you," He shook his head lightly. "I didn't believe it though."
"Why would he lie like that?"
"Just so I would stop liking you and protecting you just so he can fuck you. That's all he wants from you." He opened his blue eyes to look at me.
"I don't want him, though." I said shaking my head.
I suddenly felt his hand wrap around my waist as he brought me closer to him.
I would kiss him if it wasn't for the bloody tissue.
Lilly appeared back into the kitchen and I was surprised that Keifer didn't unwrap his arm from around my waist.
"I called the police to pick Trent up. They know the address by now."
"He's been called on before?" I asked.
"Drugs, possession of a gun without a license. Assault, stealing, you name it. He's been in and out of jail. I'm starting to think that's his real home." Keifer said.
Lilly sighed and then looked between the both of us.
I'm just now realizing how close I am to Keifer and I step back.
The corners of her mouth twitches but she says nothing.
"So, are you two gonna finish the dishes?" Lilly ask.
Keifer nods and takes over as I pull my hand away from his nose.
Lilly smiles. "Thanks, baby. Goodnight." She walks over and hugs me, I hug her back. Motherly love for once. Something I never received from my foster mother.
She hugs Keifer and then disappears out of the room.
Keifer takes the tissue from off his nose and leans his head back forward.
The nose bleed stop and he throws the tissue away and he washes his hands.
"Does he have any bruises or bleeding?" I asked.
He nodded. "Yeah, I kneed him in his face. Half of it is just
I chuckled. "You're lying."
He smiled. "Hell yeah I am. I just pushed him and he got a good hit in and I was done."
"Couldn't handle it?"
"Hey, I got the ass whooping for you, don't tease me."
"Thank you. Nobody ever defends me. Even my friends back in Washington."
"Well now you got someone whose willing to take an ass whooping for you." He shrugged.
I smiled. "I guess I do."
Keifer nodded while moving closer to me, his body presses against mine while I'm leaning against the counter.
He grabs onto a handful of my hair and crushes his lips against mine.
I moan as soon as he does.
"Shh." He whispers and crush his lips against mine again.
His hand goes to my behind and squeezes it gently while he presses himself against me.
In the kitchen?
The thought turns me on of something possibly happening in the kitchen, where anyone can catch us at anytime.
He pulls back, finally giving me a chance to breathe. "Want me to stop?" He asked.
I shake my head and pull him back to me, now allowing myself to let go of all my insecurities and worries and tangle my fingers in his hair.
His breath was rough and hard and I knew it wouldn't make me a total slut for wanting to do this.
"If only you knew the shit I want to do to you." He whispers against my lips.
His fingers run through my hair, down the side of my face.
My body feels like its melting everywhere he touches me.
Is that what the beginning of fucking feels like?
His warm breath caressed my lips and his tongue traced the bottom lip.
I moaned and forced my lips onto his.
Feeling a little bold and sexy, I let my hand go to the bulge that was straining in his pants.
He groaned and pushed himself against my hand.
I squeezed it and he brought his lips back to mine, more eager and rough than before.
"You two are disgusting." Said a voice.
I already knew it was Rae.
Keifer broke away from me and turned to look at Rae. "Don't you have something, anything, better to do?" He asked.
Rae smirked, she looked exactly like Keifer when he did it. "I'm just down here to get some juice. Keep your fucking drawers on." She chuckled and went to the refrigerator.
A few seconds later, her pretty blonde shadow stood in the doorway with only a t-shirt and panties on.
Seems to be her favorite outfit.
She was biting on her index finger nail.
Rae smiled as if she was up to something. I narrowed my eyes at her.
She looked to Keifer and then to Marcy who just had a secret smile plastered on her face.
"Marcy, isn't Keifer looking hot today?" Rae asked.
My eyes widened. What?
Keifer's her brother, why would she say that?
"Hell yeah." Marcy smiled, eyeing Keifer with her blue eyes.
Keifer stared at her. "Looking at you just cooled me off, I'm going to bed," He looked at me. "Coming with me?"
He smiles and lead me away. I follow him up the stairs and down the hall to his room.
He opened the door and led me into his room.
Dark green carpet, dark green and black throughout the room.
"Is green your favorite color?"
I climb into the bed and lay down on his pillows.
He pulls his shoes off and comes to lay down with me.
"So…what was that?"
Keifer sighs. "Rae and Marcy just trying to make you mad. I'm glad it didn't work."
"You didn't show any interest in her. You ever liked Marcy?"
"I fucked her once before she met Rae."
"I thought she was a lesbian."
"She's bi, Rae's a lesbian."
"And was Rae mad you messed with Marcy first?"
"Rae doesn't know."
I raised my eyebrows. "That's messed up."
"Yeah, she'll rip my head off if she ever finds out but for now, me and Marce aren't saying anything about it and I hope you don't either."
"I won't." I said.
He smiled and then turned on his side to face me. "I want more than that with you."
He nods. "I don't know, I'm sitting in the car with Baby-Rae's nickname- and thinking…wow, all my life I've been taking care of my family and protecting them, aside from pride, what's there for me? Then there you are. I was damn lucky to find you, Kris."
I blush and turn on my side to face him. I lift my hand and run my fingers across the little stubble on his skin.
He shuts his eyes and breathes out of his nose.
"You don't even understand what you do to me." He opens his eyes and leans over until his lips are against mine.
"What do I do to you?" I whispered.
He chews on his lip and grabs my hand and press it against his chest. He smiles slightly. "Feel that?" I do feel it. His heart is beating fast.
I grab his hand so he can feel mine beating fast.
He smiles and then his smile disappears when his hands goes lower to between my breasts.
"I wanna make love to you."
The atmosphere changed completely. The words made my skin hot and shivers ran down my body.
"I can't though." He shakes his head. "For one, we don't have any condoms, and two, I don't even know if you trust me enough to."
"I do." I said.
His blue eyes went to mine.
I looked away. Did I just say that?
Maybe Rae was right. I had to be a slut in order to want Keifer to take my virginity.
I knew him for two and a half days and already, I wanted to have sex with him.
What the hell is wrong with me?
He grabbed my hand and kissed it and then pulled my body to his.
I had extreme lust for Keifer. Lust. I knew nothing about sex.
The very thought was kind of embarrassing but now I want it. I've seen it on tv, movies, read it in books but what is it actually like?
I heard it hurts, I heard it feels good. I hear its overrated.
I just don't know.
"Then we'll do it soon." He said.
I looked at him, my eyes growing wide. He just said that?
I blushed a deep red and he opened his eyes, ocean blue staring into mine. "If you want." He whispered.
I nodded. "I do."