Chapter 2: Don't wanna leave
I pulled the covers from off of my head and I yawned. I sat up in bed and ran my fingers through my hair as my eyes opened.
It took me a moment to remember where I was and how I got here but when I did, I got out of bed and slipped my socks and jeans back on.
It's actually time for me to leave.
I should do it early.
My eyes go to the clock hanging up over the mirror. It's eight in the morning. I should just sneak out early.
I shrug into my jacket and make my way to the door and then I shut it.
I creep downstairs as quietly as I could and tip toe into the kitchen. I stop in my tracks as I see Keifer up, bright and early.
He's in a pair of black pajama pants, no shirt, showing off his washboard abs and his messy hair.
His eyes meet mine.
He stands. "Hey, you're leaving?"
"I should go, I already stayed the night so…"
"You don't want to eat?"
I thought about it. I am hungry but the more I stay the longer I'll want to so I shake my head.
"Well let me walk you out then." He said.
I nodded. "Thanks."
He opened the door and the sun shined in against his skin.
He looked back at me. "Ready?"
"Yeah." I say and follow him out the door.
The door shuts and he walks by my side, not saying anything.
We were both walking slow.
The house was in the middle of nowhere and it was a straight shot down the road.
"So…where are you going to go?" He asked.
I shrugged. "I'll find a place." I said.
He sighed. "Why don't you like accepting help?"
"Because I don't like owing people."
"I never said you had to owe me anything back, Kris."
"What are you asking for?" I asked.
My eyes widened as he stopped walking.
I stared at him.
He ran his fingers through his hair. "I like you."
"Look, you don't have anywhere else to go."
"I'm trying to get to Florida."
"What's in Florida?"
"A friend. She said I can live with her."
"Florida's quite a way. Good luck walking."
I stare at him. Why did he seem irritated?
I should just go.
"Well, thank you for picking me up and giving me a place to sleep." I said.
He nodded, him stepping close to me.
His blue eyes staring down into mine.
He leans over slightly and his lips go to my forehead. I shut my eyes, savoring how they feel.
"Your welcome." He whispers. He steps back and I open my eyes and smile before turning around and walking off.
Down the road where all I see up ahead are dark trees and more road.
I'm prepared for a large trip and achy feet.
I turn around and Keifer is jogging toward me.
"How about you stay?"
We were just over this. "Keifer-"
"No, hear me out. You stay until you get the money to buy a plane ticket to Florida and then when you have it, you can leave."
"Where would I get the money?"
"Work somewhere around here. Just…stay…please?" He asked.
"Lilly won't approve of that."
"Yes she will. All we have to do is ask her."
I bit my lip. I doubt if she'd let me actually live with her and her kids. They barely knew me. Could they really trust me?
"Okay." I said.
Kiefer smiled. "Alright, lets ask her." He took his hand in mine and squeezed my fingers gently.
When we got back to the house, Rae and Lilly was in the kitchen.
Rae rolled her eyes when she saw me and hen her eyes focused on a blonde girl, about her age. She smiled at her and I could only wonder what the girl ws to her.
"That's Marcy, Rae's girlfriend."
Marcy glanced at me before looking away.
I looked to Lilly.
"Where were you two?"
"Outside, mom, I wanna ask you something."
"Sure…what is it?"
Keifer took a deep sigh. "Kris had plans to go to Florida but she doesn't have any money for a plane ticket so can she stay here for a little bit and work until she has the money."
Lilly smiles. "Sure. You're welcome, Honey."
"Thank you, so much."
I liked Lilly. She didn't act rude toward me at all and she makes me feel more welcome than my foster mom did.
"What?! Hell no! Mom, she's fucking stranger!" Rae yelled leaning over the kitchen table.
Lilly glared at Rae. "Rae, it's up to me. I'm paying the bills in the house. It's up to me and only me rather the girl stays or not and I say she can."
"She's going o ruin the family."
Lilly rolls her eyes. "And will she do that?" She asked with no interest.
"You don't see the way Keifer and Trent are drooling over her? It's going to turn into a fight."
Lilly looks at me and then to her son. "Keifer has every right, if they like each other then they do. That's none of your business or mine. Now worry about your own relationship, baby."
"Baby, I made my decision." She said in that usual motherly tone when you know the discussion is over.
I sneak a glance at Rae who is giving me a major death glare. But it wasn't my fault. If you ask me, she got what she deserved.
Rae dropped the bread on the counter and stomped out of the room.
Lilly sighed, pinning up her hair with a clip that was on the table. "Excuse Rae, honey." he said.
I nodded. "It's okay."
Lilly got up and followed Rae out of the room.
I looked to Keifer.
He shook his head. "Rae is an attention bringer."
"Or maybe you just don't get her." Marcy said. She was leaning against the counter, eating a piece of toast.
She was only wearing a white shirt with the American flag on it and black panties as she took a bite.
"I'm her brother, I know more than you do. Please for the love of god, put on some damn pants."
Marcy gave him an irritated look. "I hope you're not coming out with us tonight." She walked out of the kitchen leaving the both of us alone.
"Where are you going tonight?"
are going out to club 'Blue'"
"I don't go out to clubs."
"You do tonight. When was the last time you actually had fun. Like actual fun."
I shrugged. "I don't know."
"Exactly. Come out and dance with me."
"I don't even have dancing clothes." I said.
"You can borrow some of Rae's."
My eyes widened. Keifer must have been on something at the moment. I turned to look at him as I sat down in a chair. "Rae hates me. I doubt if she'll let me borrow her clothes."
Keifer sighs. "She just hates sharing but I'm the only one here who can really convince her."
"Keifer, don't ask her."
He leaned over me, one hand resting on the table, the other on the back of my chair. "Yeah well I'm an asshole so I'm just going to make her anyway."
"I don't want to be any trouble."
He smiled. "You're being the exact opposite of trouble."
"Fine. But you won't leave me at any point?" I asked.
He shook his head smiling lightly. "No. I'll be by your side." He said.
He smiled at me.
It was about eight at night when Rae forced my door open and through a piece of fabric at me.
I jumped at the same time I caught it.
"You're lucky I love Keifer or else I would have given you shit!" And with that, she shut the door.
I placed the fabric on the bed and examined it better. A cherry red strapless dress. It was going to be tight, I already knew.
On the side of the dress was black lace. Wow. It was beautiful overall.
Too grown for me.
Someone knocked on the door.
I got off the bed and went to the door and opened it.
There stood Trent. A cocky smirk plastered on his face.
He stepped closer, causing me to step back.
He had a dark blue towel in his hand. "So, we weren't able to really talk last night."
"This is for you," He handed me the towel.
I took it and smiled. "Thanks."
"So…you're coming out with us tonight."
I nodded. "Keifer is forcing me to."
"Did he force you to be his date?"
I shook my head. "Just said I got to go."
"Oh, then you'll be my date." He cracked a devious smile.
"I don't know."
"Get dressed and come downstairs afterwards."
"I didn't agree to be your date."
"But you will. Hurry up." He turned around and walked out of the room.
Who did he think he was?
I tried to forget about it and I went right next door to take a quick shower.
When I got out, there ws a pair of heels sitting next to the dress and a lace piece of yarn.
I picked it up.
Oh…it's a thong. "Whoa." I whispered.
I was supposed to wear this with the dress? I wonder who brought these in here.
I blushed at the thought of Keifer sneaking a thong into the room.
I slipped it on. Ooh…it felt…like nothing. I didn't feel it there at all.
I shrugged and picked up the dress and unzipped it.
I pulled the dress up and it got tighter the more I pulled it up. I couldn't breathe but the dress was bring my boobs to attention.
I looked in the mirror and my eyes widened. Yeah, I looked about two cups bigger now.
I reached behind myself and pulled the zipper up…but only halfway.
"Damnit." I whispered.
I bent over, trying to zip it up some more.
When I got it up, I looked in the mirror.
The red dress, it was tight, black lace going up the sides.
It hugged my waist tightly, making it look like I had a butt.
My hair was draped over one shoulder and curly.
I got on the red pumps and got ready for tonight.
I was being dragged to this place but I did hope to have a good time.
There was a loud bang on the door and I jumped.
"Come on, we're leaving, slut." I heard Rae say.
And I could hear Marcy's stupid laugh.
I rolled my eyes and let my fingers comb my hair.
I opened the door and walked downstairs where Rae, Marcy, and Trent were standing around.
Trent's eyes met mine and they grew big as he saw me. I blushed.
Rae and Marcy's eyes dropped to the dress and she rolled her eyes. "Somebody's ass looks fat." She muttered to Marcy.
Marcy snickered like a little rat and followed Rae out of the door.
"Outside." Trent said as he walked to me.
I swallowed as I kept my eyes on his.
"You look very sexy."
"Um.." He stepped closer. His face very close to mine. So close, I became scared. "Thank you."
Trent smiled. "I know you have a thong on, under this." His hand slipped up my legs.
I grabbed his hand to stop him. "We have to go." I said. I was trying to find away to escape from his trap.
He was making me uncomfortable.
"No, stay right here." He breathed. He stepped closer and I could smell his strong cologne from his skin.
His brown eyes stared into mine and I shrunk back.
"Are you a virgin?" He asked.
My cheeks flushed. I pushed him but it had very little impact.
"Are you?" He asked again.
"Yes." I whisper.
There was the sound of heels and Trent back away from me, yet still keeping his eyes on me.
Rae appeared in the doorway. "What are ya'll doing in here?"
Trent looks at her and shakes his head. "Just trying to scare her a little, that's all." He smiles and I feel disgusted.
I move pass him and Rae to make my way outside.
I spot Keifer leaning against the Buick as if he was waiting for me.
I was really shaken up by Trent.
Keifer's eyebrow's furrowed. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing," Rae spoke as she stepped out onto the road. "She was flirting with Trent."
"No, I wasn't." I snapped. I had enough of her.
Rae smirked. "If you say so. But," She looked to Keifer. "If you're trying to get with her, make her leave Trent alone." Rae walked to the car and got in.
I glared after her and looked to Keifer. "She's lying."
"I know." Keifer says nodding.
"Why does she hate me? What did I do?"
Keifer shrugs. "Like I told you last night, she's a bitch. Only person that'll ever understand Rae is….Rae." He shrugs.
I let out a breath of relief.
"Just stay with me all night and I'll make sre no one is fucking with you."
Stay with him ll night.
The thought brought tingles to my skin.
"Whose ready to get wasted and laid tonight?" Trent asked as he came out the house with a cigarette in his mouth.
I couldn't even look at him. I turned my head as Keifer opened the door for me. I got in and he shut the door.
He walked over to Trent and began saying something to him. He looked pissed.
After a few seconds, Keifer gets in the driver side and shuts his door.
"No. Anytime he touches you, tell me, Kris. Okay?"
I meet his eyes. "Okay."
Keifer starts up the car and pulls off while Trent gets in the car with Rae and they follow the Buick.
Club Blue was very small, but it was hyper. Peopled jumping around, shaking their heads and asses while lights flashed, blue, white, and green.
The music was turned up loud.
Kiefer kept his hand over mine, not letting me go as we entered the crowd.
"You know how to dance?" He asked in my ear.
I nodded. "Of course."
"I don't. I just grind against the girl."
I giggled as we both found our way to he corner of the club.
"What's so funny?" He was smiling.
"You're like a sex symbol. That's what." I answered.
He bit his lip. His blue eyes looked into mine. "You flirting with me?"
I blushed, my skin grows hot. "A little." I admitted.
He gave me a crooked smile. "Good, I hate making the first move."
I chuckled. "Why?"
"Rejection is very fucking painful."
"I agree." I answered.
"If you were to kiss me right now, I wouldn't stop you." He said.
I blushed, looking down at my red heels.
"I'm serious." He said.
I looked back up to meet his eyes. "I'm waiting for you to make the first move. We both know how you love doing that." I said sarcastically.
Keifer smiled. "Fine." He leaned down and gave me a quick kiss.
I looked up at him. "That was lame." I said nodding.
He nodded. "Yeah, I guess so. Can I try again?" He asked.
I shrugged. "Sure."
His face turned serious as he leaned down and our lips touched.
My lips went in tune with his as we developed a rhythm. I knew he would have soft lips but I never knew it would feel so good to kiss him.
It felt like my whole body was vibrating as he pushed himself against me, making me moan.
My fingers combed through his hazel colored hair, pressing him to me.
We were surrounded by people. Some looking, some looking away. But it felt so personal at the same time as Keifer kissed me in the corner of he club.
Keifer gently nips on my lips and my jaw line.
Warm chills vibrate throughout my body and I know what I want.
Our lips stay latched on each other's while he starts moving against me. Against that spot down there.
At the moment, I don't care whose staring. I keep my eyes closed, savoring his lips as they move and bite down on mine.
His hair is matted into my fingers and mine in his.
I've never been kissed this hard before and felt these sensations that came with it.
But I liked it.
I liked it lot.
And then there was that feeling of doing something bad in a place where everyone can see, it gave me a rush.
Everything about Trent and Rae forgotten at the moment.
My breath is shallow and his is too as he breaks apart from my lips.
Mine hurt and I know will probably be swollen later.
"Let's dance." He says. He pulls me in the middle and I do what I can. I'm not perfect but I try to stay with the beat.
And at the right point, in tune with the music. He grinds on me. And I feel like we're in slow motion. The music, the people around us. I latch my fingers into his hair as I grind with him.
I feel him.
I feel what's in his pants.
It doesn't make me nervous, it motivates me to keep going and once again, the music speeds back up.
His eyes are on mine and I feel the rush.
I wanted to do stuff with him…I'll admit.
I know what I want and what I want is Keifer.
When we came home, I went straight upstairs and slipped my heels off and then reached behind me so I could take the dress off.
I was so tired though. I couldn't even do it.
"Want some help?"
I turned and Keifer was leaning against the doorframe.
I nodded. "Thanks.
He walked over and I turned, holding my hair up as he slowly unzipped the dress.
His fingers brushing my skin. I feel electricity.
I've felt it since the second we kissed.
I turned to look at him and he drops his hands.
"You were hot tonight." He said.
"Thank you." I responded holding the top part of my dress up.
"I'll let you get some sleep and I'll see you tomorrow morning."
I smiled. "Thank you for taking me out. It was fun."
He smirks and turns to walk out.
I slip the dress off and grab the shirt from the night before and slip it on.
I keep the thong on because I don't feel it so I don't care.
I pull the comforters over my head and sigh as my eyes shut.
I'm about half way sleep before I hear the door creak open.
A part of me wants it to be Keifer.
But a hand, big and rough pulls the cover off of me and I sit up, gasping.
Trent places his hand on my chest and forces me back down on the bed.
I blink up at him. "What are you doing here?"
He stares at me. "Want me to leave you alone?"
Trent sighs, moves a string of hair from across my face. "Then let me take your virginity."