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Novel By: IceBreaker

(FINISHED)After being thrown on the side of a road by her ex, Kristen is picked up by a guy named Keifer, and he allows her to stay over his house until she finds somewhere else to stay. Meanwhile, she's accepted by his mom, Lilly, wanted by his cousin, Trent, and hated by his sister, Rae and her girlfriend, Marcy.
Will Kristen be able to handle it all? View table of contents...


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Submitted:Jun 2, 2013    Reads: 706    Comments: 7    Likes: 5   

Author's Note: Very long chapter. I apologize. This story has three more chapters left plus an epilogue. Enjoy.

Chapter 12: Touch me


It had been six days since we last seen Morgan and discussed the situation.

And in those last six days, I have sort have gotten over it. There was still the pregnancy possibility but I just wiped it from my mind.

That didn't stop Keifer from gong out and buying me a pregnancy test anyway.

And there it sat, on the dresser of the motel.

We were still staying here because I liked the nice break and being alone with Keifer.

It's part of what got me to finally relax and go back to my old self.

My old self.

But Keifer wasn't back to his old self.


We've haven't done it in a while. And he refuses to indicate anything leading up to it.

I realize, I should be maybe scarred for the rest of my life because of the rape but I wasn't. Now that I know he suffered and Keifer loves me and protects me, I keep the memory buried in a place in my head where it never rises to the surface.

Me and Keifer haven't had sex since that night with Trent.

I honestly think he's scared to touch me.

I mean he touches me. But he doesn't touch me.

I know he's still pissed about what happened. Beyond pissed. But if he just touch me, show me that he's the one claiming me. He's the one that can touch and make me feel shit I never felt before. If he can show me that, I'd be very happy.

He's the only one that can show me that.

But he doesn't.

And he pushes me away, politely every time I try to indicate the need I have.

It shouldn't make me emotional but it kind of does. I guess because-I know this isn't true- but I feel like he doesn't want me, after Trent has had me.

And if I brought that up to him, he'd be angry I thought so low of him so I kept it to myself.

I was sitting on the bed, finishing off some Chinese rice, ignoring the pregnancy test that was sitting there, just glaring at me.

I didn't want to look at the stupid Clear Blue box but there it was…sitting there….laughing at me.

I looked away, staying focused on my food.

It was impossible though.


I gulped down my juice and got off the bed. I got off the bed and grabbed the test before I went into the bathroom.

I shut it and threw it down on the floor as I locked the door.

Okay, okay, okay, relax, Kristen…Relax.

I grabbed it and read the directions.

Pee on the absorbent end and wait one to two minutes for results. Results would either read "Pregnant" or "Not Pregnant"

I opened the box and took out the test. I took the cap off the end I had to pee on and went to the toilet and peed on it.

Afterward, I put the stick on the counter and pulled up my panties and my pants.

I unlocked and opened the bathroom door with the test in my hand.

I stared down at it, unaware that Keifer was in the next room.

I looked up and he was staring at the test.

My skin suddenly grew hot and I hid it behind my back.

He walked over to me and grabbed from out of my hands anyway.

His eyes looked into mine before looking down at the test.

The hour glass was still on it.

He was quiet as he stared down at it.

I watched it with him, and out of nowhere it read 'Not pregnant'

He sighed in relief and I did too.

It was a relief because that meant that Trent didn't get me pregnant.

But I was just a little sad. It also means Keifer didn't get me pregnant.

He looked at me. "You okay?"

I nodded. "You?"

He raised his eyebrows looking back down to the test. "I don't know. I don't know how I feel. Should I be upset or happy? I just don't know." He said, then his blue eyes met mine.

"Relief. I'm not having Trent's baby."

"Or mine." He said and his voice dropped in a sad tone.

He wanted me to be pregnant?

My mind drops back to what Lilly told me about Keifer's ex. About her getting pregnant with his or Trent's baby and Keifer wanted to take care of it rather it was his or not, but then she aborted the baby just to hurt him.

So rather I was pregnant or not was a big deal for him.

"I'm sorry." I whispered.

He dropped the test and brought me into his arms. "I'm not mad. Don't be sorry." He said.

I nodded and sighed.

"So, since today is July fourth, there's this carnival thing that comes here and I go there with Rae and…well you know the rest. And you're coming too. We go there just for the fireworks. We never stay long."

"Dragging me to another place?"

"I'm not leaving you alone. I bought you more clothes and Nick said you can have another week off. Like a paid vacation."

"No, I need to go back. I need stuff to get back to normal."


"If today is Friday, I'll probably be back by Monday."

Keifer nodded. "Alright. It's going to be nine p.m. soon so we should get ready."


"You can go ahead and take a shower first." I nodded.

"Maybe you can join me?" I asked.

He stared at me, dropping his gaze to the floor.

I swallowed and gave him a fake smile. "Okay, never mind." I tried to hide the hurt in my voice but I couldn't. I turned and went into the bathroom and closed the door.

I felt really embarrassed. I didn't realize how much rejection could hurt, especially from my own boyfriend.

I wiped away my tears and turned on the water.

I got in, washed up, lathered myself, rinsed off and got out.

I wrapped the towel around myself and stepped out of the bathroom.

There was a dark blue summer dress laying on the bed. And along with it was a pack of bras and another pack of panties and a pair of black flats.

I wonder how he knew my size. Probably looked at my heel size.

"Thank you." I said.

He nodded and grabbed a towel from off the chair in the corner and went into the bathroom.

I wanted to sneak in there with him.

It's kind of weird. I know the incident happened a week ago, and I should still be in a 'depressive' state. But now I just want to move on.

I wanted him to move on.

I dry myself off and put on bra, panties and the dress. I love the way it fits on me.

Tight at the top and short and flowy at the bottom.

I put on my shoes and they fit perfectly.

When Keifer's done in the shower and is getting dressed, I fix my hair into a ponytail and let out my swoop bangs.

The bruise on my eye had began yellowing. The bruise was still visible on my skin, but it was better than it being plum purple.

I would apply make-up but I don't have any and I'm not really a make-up person.

When I was done, Keifer was done getting dressed.

I could smell him. Soap, mint, and cologne.

I just wanted to engorge my whole face against his skin and smell him all day.

He smiled at me as if he was reading my mind. "Ready to go?" He asked.

I nodded. "Okay. Will Fae be there?"

He stopped and stared at me. "I already told you what my deal with her was. Why do you think I'm interested in her?"

"You said she gave you oral sex."

"Yes, that was years ago. I was attracted to her a while ago. But not now."

"She's gorgeous though."

He chuckled. "If she's gorgeous, you're beautiful, so you win."

I smiled at him. "Okay."

"Come on." He grabbed my hand and his phone before leading us out of the door.

We got into his car and he drove off.

Night was slowly approaching.

After the carnival, I have to have a plan of trying to get him to touch me. To sleep with me in general.

And it was sad and kind of pathetic that I had to mount to this. But its what I have to mount to.

"Is Damon and Rylie back together?" I asked.

He nodded. "That's what Morgan told me."

"Good. I'm happy for them."

He smiled at me. "I'm glad you get along with my friends."

"Didn't Lessa?"

"Let's just say she only became friendly with Trent."


I stopped talking after that remark.

She did a really messed up thing.

I despised her for hurting him.

Who could ever hurt Keifer?

Who would want to?

We arrived at the carnival. I never even been to one before. But it looked pretty amazing.

Keifer parked on the grass.

"We're just coming for the fireworks."

I nodded. I love fireworks.

I got out of the car and he came by my side as we walked towards the carnival.

There was a huge Ferris wheel and food, and people laughing and dancing to loud music I never heard before. The whole place was lit up with colored lights. It was beautiful.

The first person I spotted was long pretty purple hair that looked natural. Fae.

She turned her head and she was even more pretty than last time. Why is she so damn pretty?

I turned my head to look up at Keifer, seeing if he's having a certain 'reaction' to seeing her.

He's not even looking at her. He's more focused on the big ass mascot bear that's dancing three feet from us.

Fae's blue eyes spotted us and she smiled and walked over. Great.

I know I don't have a reason to dislike her.

I guess I was jealous of her beauty.

She was wearing a short black dress that was tight around her thighs and torso. Her heels were a violet purple that matched her hair.

Her blue eyes were big and her hair was wavy and a beautiful violet going down her back.

Any guy would find her sexy.

She looked at me cautiously. "I know what happened. Are you okay?"

I nodded. "Thanks."

She smiled and then looked to Keifer. "Hey, Keif." She said.

He finally turned his attention to her. "Oh, hey, Fae. Is Gabby here?"

"Not yet, she had to pick up her brother, Davie."

Keifer nodded. "Please tell me they have some kind of alcohol here."

She opened her black purse and produced a glass bottle of Hennessey. "They do now." She handed it to Keifer.

"I can only drink just a little since I have to drive me and Kris back."

Fae nodded.

"I'll be back." He took the bottle with him as he left out of sight.

Now I was faced alone with Fae.

She looked at me and gave me a small smile.

I stared at her, itching for information. "Did you ever sleep with Keifer?" It just blurted out.

She looked surprised.

"I'm sorry. I know it rude for me to ask that, but I have to know. He's told me all the both of you had ever done was you gave him oral sex. And I know its none of my business but I want to know if anything more has ever happened."

Fae looked at our surroundings then to me. "That's all that ever happened. And this was like…five years ago right after he broke up with Lessa. I wanted to make him feel better so I did in the only way I know how."

I nod. "But now,"

"No, he's just my friend. He's all yours."


"I had a feeling that you didn't like me because you thought otherwise."

"Well I…."

"It's okay. A lot of girls dislike me."

"I didn't mean to come off as rude."

She smiled sincerely. "You're forgiven."

Keifer made his way back over to us, taking sips of Hennessey and handed it back to Fae.

"Well, I'll see you two later. Have to go see if my baby is here yet." She turned and walked away from us.

"When are the fireworks coming?" I asked. He chuckled.

"What?" I asked.

"You sound like a child."

I smacked my lips. "I like them. I can't help it." I shrugged.

He smiled.

I wanted him to lean down and kiss me.

It's been a week, and I wanted him.


"Yeah?" He asked.

"Kiss me…please?" I asked.

He raised his eyebrow. "I…do you want to go on the Ferris wheel?"

"Answer my question."

"No." He said and walked away from me.

I sighed and slowly followed behind him.

We waited in silence while everyone was done with their turn and we got on.

He slipped on first and I got in after him.

I didn't talk to him and neither did he talk to me.

The Ferris wheel took off.

Once we got to the top, Keifer said something, "We're not going to talk?"

"You're the one mad at me."

"I'm not mad."

I looked at him and he sighed and put his fingers through mine. "I'm sorry. Okay?"

I nodded. I scooted closer to him and leaned my head on his shoulder.

When we got off, we spotted Damon and Rylie and Morgan and Ginny.

"Hey guys." Ginny smiled and hugged me.

Rylie hugged me too and Damon waved at me.

"Is everything still okay?" Keifer asked Morgan.

Morgan nodded. "Still completely unaware. I don't know when he's going to jail but he's going to have a trial. At least that's what my dad told me."

"You guys mean Trent?" Rylie asked.

Keifer nodded.

She looked away in disgust.

"When are the fireworks starting?"

"In about a few minutes." Keifer said.

"Where do we go to watch them?" I asked.

"We lay on our cars and watch them. I think they're about to start soon."

Keifer grabs my hand and leads me back to the cars.

I see a lot of people are gathered near the grassy area.

Keifer gets on his car and I hop on with him and lay down against the windshield.

He wraps his arms around me as the night sky became a blackish, bluish color.

Damon and Rylie are on what I'm guessing is his car.

Ginny is sitting on Morgan's lap while he's sitting on his car. His arms wrapped around her waist.

I don't see Fae or Gabby though.

I don't see Rae or Marcy either.

But that's okay. I rather not see Rae or Marcy.

Out of nowhere, there's a huge boom and a burst of color shoots into the sky and explode into red.

I smiled. It was so beautiful.

More explosions of color shoots into the sky and explode in different directions.

"They're so pretty." I said.

Keifer tightened his hold on me.

Blue and red and silver shoot into the air, making a weird, beautiful pattern into the sky before disappearing.

Fireworks coat the sky in various colors of green, blue, pink, silver, red, purple, and pink. All in one sometimes.

It's been a while since I saw something like this. Something that relaxes me. Something that makes me happy, and joyous by just the sight of it, aside from Keifer that is.

But this is why I like fireworks. I like the reaction it gets out of me, every time. It never gets old.

My eyes left for a few seconds to see people around me and Keifer kissing, and feeling on each other.

I looked to Keifer who looked at me and then turned his attention back to the fireworks.


As we got back to the hotel, I opened the door and closed it.

Closed it right on Keifer.

I slipped my shoes off.

He forced the door open. "What the hell is wrong with you?"

"Nothing." I said.

"Come on, tell me."

"Nothing, Keifer."

"What are you mad about? What did I do?"

"It's stupid."

"Not if you're making a big deal out of it. So tell me." He said as he closed the door. I stared at him.

"Why won't you touch me?" I asked.

"What are you talking about? I always touch you, Kristen."

"That's not what I mean and you know it."

He stares at me, guilt now on his face.

"Is it because of Trent?" I asked.

He shakes his head.

"Then why?" I asked.

He looked away from me and took his shoes off. "I just….."

"It is because of him, isn't it?" I asked.

Keifer didn't say anything.

"He had me and now you don't want me."

Keifer's eyes snapped to mine. "That's not true at all, Kristen."

I walked to him, testing him. "So prove its not true. Prove to me that you still want me regardless of what Trent did." I begged.

Keifer stared into my eyes. "I'm sorry. But every time I think about you, I think about what he's done to you. I have nightmares about it. And I know that you may be over it, but I don't think I am."

"Don't think about it. Like you told me. Bury it like I did." I whispered.

He looked down to the floor.

My hands reached up to touch his face and I made him look into my eyes. "Just focus on me." I whispered.

My fingers slowly drive into his hair and he leans down at the same time I lean up and we kiss.

I open my mouth to let him have access.

His tongue slides into my mouth, gliding against mine as his hands go to my butt, squeezing it and pulling me against his body.

Then his hands slide up, to the zipper of my dress.

I moan into the kiss as his fingers, brush against my skin as he unzips my dress.

I felt warm shivers going down my back as he continued unzipping. My body misses this.

He's sucking on my bottom lip, while using his fingers to push the dress down my body.

I feel it fall to the floor and he wraps his arms around my lower back, kissing me deeper.

Our tongues fight and play with each other and I moan at the warmth of his body. I feel him growing against me. And I miss it.

His fingers undo my bra and it slips off of me and falls to the floor.

He suddenly picks me up, his hands under my thighs as I wrap my arms around his neck, still kissing him.

Keeping my arms around him, he walks me over onto the bed and lays me down.

He lays down on top of me, hitching my leg over his waist as he began biting and nipping and sucking on my neck. My skin was turning hot with heat and my panties were becoming wet with my arousal.

He grinded himself against me, making just the right friction.

Oh, that feels so good.

I moan against his lips, moving my hips against him to feel more.

He moans with me, now straining against his pants.

Breathing open mouthed, I start to unbutton his shirt until I see his black shirt underneath. He sits up on his knees, sliding his button down shirt off of his shoulders. Then takes off his black short sleeved shirt underneath.

He throws both shirts onto the floor and looks back down at me.

He gets off of the bed, his eyes not leaving mine as he unbuttons his pants and lets them fall to the floor.

He pulls down his boxers, his cock huge and erect as they fall to the floor also.

He's completely, gloriously naked.

He comes back on the bed, leaning over me, allowing his lips to just brush over mine as his fingers slipped under my panties and his fingers rub against my clit.

I moan, completely taken over by how good it feels.

My stomach stirs in that intense, now familiar way.

I haven't felt this in so long.

I close my eyes, panting at the fast pace he was rubbing.

Oh, its building. Higher and higher.

I whimper as my muscles squeeze and arch my back as I release silently, against his hand.

I open my eyes and look up at him.

He doesn't remove his hands. His fingers find their way to the sides of my panties and he pulls them down.

I raise my body as he pulls them down my legs, to my feet. And off.

We're both naked and it feels good.

He gets off of me and lays down, looking at me. "Come here." He whispers.

I climb over him and look down at him, my hair is like a curtain as I look down at him.

He tucks my hair behind my ears.

"Slow." He whispers.

I nod.

It was my first time being on top. But I wasn't trying to think about how I might not be good at it. My heart began beating fast as I lower myself down on him. At the tip of my entrance, and I take him in all the way, moaning loudly.

His eyes close for a second.

"Just keep going…please." He breathes.

I nod, lean down and kiss his lips before I begin to rock back and forth on him.

His hands are on my hips guiding me.

Oh, now I feel all of him….completely and it feels so good.

He's groaning while he's rocking my hips back and forth on him.

"Feel me?" He breathes.

I nod as a moan slips out of my mouth. I place my hands on his chest to balance myself, as he starts rocking my hips faster. I know he's about to cum and I'm about to be right behind him.

"It's so good." I whisper, tipping my head back. I suddenly found myself down on the bed, him holding my legs up to his waist and he fucks me harder, his cock moving in and out of me fast as my fingers hold onto the headboard.

With every thrust, I cry out from the impact.

He's fucking me hard, but with meaning.

"Harder….faster…" I breathe.

He does. His hips completely meeting mine, the bed shaking along with both of our bodies, both of us moaning in unison.

"Keifer," I whimper as my orgasm begins shaking through my body.

"I love you." He whispers as he finally stills, holding onto my legs as he releases inside of me.

He groans and collapses on me, releasing my legs.

His head is now resting in the valley between my breasts, and he's panting along with me. Hard, fast, breathless panting.

After a few moments, he sighs, "I'm going to Florida with you."


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